Euphoria {BTS x Fan ff}

Chapter 2

Over the next few months I spent most of my time studying, getting ready for the Bar Exam and teaching dance at a local dance studio, which I adored. I kept myself busy, but it was impossible not to think of the day at the restaurant. Although, it was a huge blur, it was the most alive i'd ever felt in my life. I spent a lot of time wondering what they were doing in Nashville, Tennessee of all places. They never posted anything on twitter or anything about being here, so far from home. Their next comeback was only about a month away and I had already purchased tickets for their stop in Texas on their world tour.

I wouldn't dare ever tell anyone about what happened. I had a lot of Army friends, but this is not something you just go around flaunting. Namjoon would get in extreme trouble if people found out and there would be literal riots.

I knew I was lucky to have the experience, but also recognized that I would never have that moment again and I was becoming content with that reality.

I spent the entire Sunday relaxing with Penny, watching RUN BTS videos and laughing until my stomach hurt.

While I was baking lemon pepper chicken for dinner, Clara called to talk about my internship that was starting with Jared's firm next week. I pulled myself onto the counter, dangling my feet below me as she gave me the information passed along by him. I was nervous, but Jared was going to be a great boss so I knew I'd be okay.

"If he is hard on you or mean in any way at all, you call me immediately and I will handle it," she said to me sternly.

"Why are you always so extra, Ce, he's nice to everyone," I said, laughing hysterically at her.

"I know, I'm just saying. You've been through a lot -- lately, you know and I don't want you sad anymore. You haven't been yourself since, you know, that day," she said cautiously.

Tears uncontrollably started welling up in my eyes as the memory of him flooded back to me. I couldn't forget the way his lips felt or the way his smell made me weak. Every time he's posted a new picture, I've had a relapse of pain in my heart again.

"I'm going to be okay, eventually, it's just going to take time," I lied to her, knowing when I told her that I'd never be the same again, I was telling the absolute truth.

We ended the call exchanging mutual " I love you's" as I finished making dinner. I fed Penny some unseasoned chicken and made myself a plate, adding some white rice.

While eating dinner, I scrolled through twitter. I went to their page, Jimin had posted a new picture of himself showing off his gorgeous smile and brand new blonde hair that suited him so well. Several of my mutuals were retweeting news articles about Big Hit going with a new Management Team in the United States, everyone was freaking out that it was trending number one. I went over to the trending page and dropped my fork once I saw it.

1. #BTSxBigHitxNashville

That's why they were here, it all made sense now. This was good news seeing as the previous company did nothing for them.

I washed my dishes and let Penny out once more before bed as I removed my makeup and put my hair into a messy bun. I went to bed early because the Bar Exam was the next morning at 8am sharp. I fell asleep listening to BTS piano covers playing softly from the speaker on my bedside table, in hopes it would help me sleep so I could focus in the morning.

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I woke up the next morning in a panic to my alarm screeching in my ear. So much for trying to feel rested, I felt like i was hit by a bus. I pulled on my favorite white BTS hoodie, some black leggings, and flip flops while trying to get the bird nest of hair on my head under control. I eventually twisted it up into a bun again as i grabbed my coffee, rushing out the front door.