Euphoria {BTS x Fan ff}

Chapter 6

Groggily, I woke up to the sound of my alarm going off. I didn't want to get up because I barely got any sleep. I didn't want to face my problems today and I couldn't bare the thought of hurting anyone, though it was pretty much inevitable at this point.

The roses on my bedside table were somehow even more beautiful than the previous days. When I turned my alarm off I saw several messages on my phone that prompted an intense panic inside of me.

I decided to leave it on the nightstand while I got ready for work and took Penny out for a walk.

Once I returned, I checked my messages one by one expecting the worst.

Jimin: "I had the best time with you last night. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I'm going to talk to Namjoon hyung tonight, don't you worry."

Jimin: "Maddie, you didn't call him, why?"

Jimin: "Please text me back when you get up, I miss you."

Clara: "Good morning best friend, I'm coming to the office for lunch today! Love you!"

I gathered my things and walked out the door and got into my Jeep, pulling out my phone and placing my earbuds into my ears. I needed to call Namjoon right now to talk about all of this. Then I needed to call Jimin and tell him about last night. I'd never felt so overwhelmed and terrible about myself in my entire life like I did right then.

I pushed the phone on the contact I saved for Namjoon and as it began to ring, I felt like I was going to throw up.

"Good morning Madison Parker," Namjoon said sleepily.

"Good morning Namjoon.. I- um- there are a few things we should discuss if you have time," I responded as professionally as I could at the time, pulling out of the driveway.

"Yes, I have time now or do you need me to come to the office?" He asked, clearing his throat.

"I would like to discuss this in person, please," I requested.

"I can be there in an hour, am I to bring the other members or just myself?" He asked concerned.

"Just you, please," I respectfully demanded.

"Okay, I will be there, thank you for calling me back," he said sincerely.

"You're welcome," I responded as we both ended the call.

I called Jimin immediately after and he answered sleepily as well.

"Morning Maddie," he said in a deep sleepy voice.

"Good morning Jimin-ah, I am having a meeting with Namjoon today in an hour. I will discuss things with him. I just wanted to let you know. And I also need to tell you something, please do not be mad at me," I said, nearing tears.

"Uh, okay? What's wrong?" he asked sounding very worried.

"Tae followed us last night and came over to my house and we had sex and I'm sorry, I know I'm a terrible person, but I love all of you so much and I want all of you happy. I'm so sorry Jimin--" I cried out painfully as I was cut off mid sentence, everything went dark and my ears were ringing.

"Maddie! Madison Parker!! Please answer me!" I could hear Jimin screaming but I couldn't speak. My entire body was hurting and I could smell blood and gasoline.

I could feel someone shaking my arm and rubbing my face, loud yelling but I couldn't understand what they were saying and I couldn't open my eyes or move.

I was being pulled out of my car when I finally regained the strength to open my eyes. I was laying on the ground staring at the baby blue sky as a man hovered over me placing an oxygen mask over my nose and mouth.

"Ma'am can you hear me?" the man asked loudly. " Squeeze my finger if you can hear me!"

I managed the strength to squeeze his finger, but just barely.

"She's awake, okay, let's her her loaded up. Keep the oxygen on her and the neck brace," the man instructed others.

I looked around as much as the neck brace would let me, my eyes were cloudy with blood and tears, but I could see my car was destroyed. There was another SUV down the road that was damaged as well where a woman stood crying while speaking to a Policeman who was writing on a notepad.

I could hear sirens and people shouting. I was in a wreck, I could barely feel my body and I started to worry if I was going to die or lose the use of my legs.

I was so tired and felt my eyes close slowly, I couldn't stop it. I fell back into a sleep. As I was sleeping I dreamt of the boys and I in a meadow of wildflowers. We were all sitting together and they were all kissing me on the cheek and handing me flowers, playing with my hair. If this was meant only for my dreams, I didn't want to ever wake up.

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"Maddie, can you hear me. Maddie please come back to us," I could hear his voice but I couldn't open my eyes or mouth, My sweet Jimin, as I fell back into a deep sleep.