The highschool games

chapter 3: 1,2,3, and 4 boys

i blushed as i looked at the ground,once i took the bra off of him and chucked it in to my underwear draw and slammed it shut.

how dare these boys,first jump over to my room and now they are looking at my private belongings.my cheeks still flamed red with and anger and embarresment.i stormed up to where tyler laid outstretched on my queen bed, reading the contents of my diary.when i heard him chuckle and shut the book in hesterics i racked my brain of what he could of read, oh my, i remembered that i wrote all my dates of periods, and how they looked ,what is wrong with me ,i also wrote down about the time i dreamt of tyler and i having a future and children, named xavier and blair .i was mortified when he read aloud:

"i wish that my neighbors would shut up, it is hard enough to get over tyler now i have to hear him fuck other girls, my life is terrible" the boys cracked up laughing and my mouth dropped to the floor, it wasnt even that funny.

"hey these are pretty good lyrics, do you play?" asked derek who was still looking through my songs.

"umm no,no i dont" i repied flustered

i have never blushed this much in my whole life and now these boys have made me blush so much that the celebrities would be jelous that i dont need make up to make my cheeks look red.

"sing some for us"  tyler asked.me sing for them,um no i can hardly sing to my reflection.you know what is weird have you ever thought that your reflection isnt actually what you look like, when you die you reencarnate as anything, right what if someone came back as your soul.creepy thought.

anyway back to previous thoughts, 

"um" i drawled out

"come on rivers" the boys yelled out simultaneously, the room went quiet and then 8 eyes were fixed on me sitting down on the ground next to my bed.

i breathed in deeply and let it out, closed my eyes an began with lyrics from my own song 'loving and dreaming'

" will you ever be,the one for mee, will you ever dream, a dream for me"

" cause all i ever do, for you is love and dream, and all i ever want you to do is love and dream for me, for me, for mee, yeah "

"we are stuck, in between ,loving and dreaming,lovivng and dreaming, stuck with you, forever and always, dreaming and loving is harder than you think , were loving and dreaming, lovivng and dreaming, ohh" i fineshed stongly and opened my eyes to see all eyes staring at me blankly.i looked at the ground and mumbled out 

"i know im bad sorry"  dam i made a fool of myself. a sudden amount of noise snapped me out of my thoughts.the sound of wooping and whistles were enormous, basically because it was just 4 guys.

" wow" jake commented

"told you they were good lyrics" derek smirked at me then a full smile of victory was pastered on his face when he bragged to the boys, god knows why.

"your good" zaiden replied,even the thought of him makes my blood boils, son of a biscuit.

"that was beautiful" tyler said as he got up and walked over to me.

breathe emiy breathe 

beep beep

zaidens phone went off and i heard him sigh 

" boys we have to go" he gestured to derek and jake. 

"why, i wanna stay" whined derek in a 5 year olds voice, i let out a giggle at this an derek shot me a smooth smirk and winked as they started to climb out the window.