Chapter 23

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After few minutes of silent driving, your stomach started hurting more and more.

“s-stop the car” you weakly and quietly said as you tried hard not to groan in pain,
He ignored you, thinking you just wanted him to leave you alone so he kept his eyes on the road without reacting,

“please” you pleaded and he finally took a glance at you. You tried to take deep breaths while your hand kept gently patting on your chest.

“are you okay ?” his deep voice asked gently as his eyes kept shifting between you and the road.

His angry face now became worried and concerned, is hand reaching to your face and stroking your hair fondly, “hold it a little longer” he softly told you and you closed your eyes trying to do as he said, “we’re almost there”

He drove faster and in a few more minutes, you felt him pulling the car aside and when you opened your eyes, you realized you were at the entrance of hotel building,

“take me home” you turned to him, still speaking weakly.

“this is home” he said mysteriously and got out of the car. You couldn’t focus on what he said, nor could you fight him so you decided to just do as he says,

By the time he walked to your side, you unbuckled your seatbelt and opened the door. He gave the car keys to the worker and extended his hand to you to help you getting out. Without realizing it, you took his hand as it instantly held onto yours, tightly yet gently.

You stepped out of the car and before you could pull your hand away, he held it tighter, “let’s go” he shortly said before leading you inside, “be careful”

“good evening Mr Kim” the receptionist greeted him and gave him the keycard of his room without asking her to.

You thought ‘is he staying here?’ but again you couldn’t focus on it.

He walked you to the elevator leading to his suite, still holding your hand and silently stealing glances over at you from time to time.
He directly went to the closet and took out a white t-shirt and the smallest shorts he had and handed them to you, “the bathroom is over there, take a cold shower ….. it’d be better if you throw up again” he said and started looking for clothes for himself.

“I wanna go home” you quietly let out again while you looked at him since he was trying to avoid eye contact.

“I’ll take you home tomorrow” he answered and slowly looked at you.
For a second, you wanted him to hug you, tightly, and never leave you, you wanted to tell him how much you miss him but reality hit you even before you could dream of more.

You broke the short eye contact with tears already in your eyes and walked to where he said the bathroom was.

‘should I ask him to explain ?’

‘should I give him a chance to talk ?’

You wanted so bad to know if he really left you because he had to. You wanted to hear him out but ‘what if he’ll say he’s not ready to be with me ? what if he doesn’t want me ?’

You wanted to hear his explanation but at the same time, you were scared it won’t be what you want to hear.

As soon as you stepped in the bathroom, you immediately hang your head on the sink and started vomiting once more.

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This chapter is short but the next one has 1140+ words *smirk mirk*

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