An arranged marriage.

7.

*At the restaurant.*

We ordered our food and the waitress left. "How was your day?" Ethan asked.

Like he really care...

"Good. And you?" I replied.

"Ummm good." He replied. It was silent and the food came.

"Thank you." We both said to the waitress. As she was walking to go at another table I saw Ethan looking at her ass.

"Really Ethan? One chance we aren't at a real date because trust me I would leave as fast as I enter here." I said taking a bite of my food.

"It's not like you care. You fuck my brother. Before our wedding." He replied.

"And? It's not like you care." I replied to him saying the same as him. I hope we won't fight here. In a public place.

"I know but I didn't fuck someone compared to you babe." Ethan said.

"I'm not your babe Ethan." I replied.

"You will be soon." He wink at me.

"Not because we're gonna be married that I'm gonna be your babe." I replied.

"We're gonna see that." He smirked.

The rest of the date and the road it was silent. We are at home now but we are still sitting in the car.

"John can I talk alone with Ethan please?" I asked him smiling.

"Sure y/n" He replied. He get out of the car and closed the door.

"What do you wanna talk about?" Ethan asked.

"Last night what where you about to say?" I asked him.

"Nothing really." He replied.

"I don't believe you Ethan." I replied.

*Ethan P.O.V*

"It's the truth. It was nothing." I replied to her.

I know I'm lying but I can't say what I was about to say that I miss her and that I just want to kiss her. I fucking miss her in my arms... I just can't she needs to remember alone... like I did...

I kissed a girl at the beach because she was with my brother. I was so jealous. Her dad did everything to take care that she wont have a boyfriend until our 18 and said that it's for money...

I ask her dad to put the wedding tomorrow. She is not a cheater so when we are going to be married I know she won't kiss Grayson or anything else.

I miss all the memories we had together...

2 years have been pass and I can't fucking do anything...

"Ethan? Are you still there?" She asked me.

"Ugh yeah sorry." I replied and went fast in my thoughts again...

I love you so much y/n... I just can't say it but I can't keep it anymore...

I looked at the waitress ass at the restaurant... Y/n reaction kinda makes me happy. Anyway the waitress was my cousin so I didn't really look at her ass.

*Y/N P.O.V.*

I hate him but the only thing I want right now is to kiss him but I don't wanna fall in love with someone who don't care about me...

We both stayed in the car looking at each other in the eyes without saying anything. It was kinda uncomfortable but while I was looking in his eyes I can see he was deep in his thoughts.

The little shine in his eyes, I am sure I saw those eyes before.

"Ethan I need to know what you were about to say last night." I finally said to him.

"It's more what I was about to do." He replied.

"Ok what were you about to do?" I asked him.

"Do you really want me to do it?" He asked me.

"Yea." I replied.

He came closed to me and put his hand on my cheek. His forehead on mine. God I want to kiss him so bad but at the same time I don't.

I don't want him to think that he can have me easily like that...

"What are you doing?" I asked him.

"What I was about to do last night..."