An arranged marriage.

12.

*Y/n P.O.V.*

I went back in my room and took a quick shower. I went on my balcony from my room.

I am sitting on the little couch that is outside watching the stars when someone touch my shoulder.

"What do you want Grayson?" I said looking at him.

He sits next to me. "I just want to say sorry." He replied.

"It's ok. Gray it's not that I don't like you trust me. I really like you but we just can't continue." I said looking at him.

"I know. You're not like that." He said.

It was silent, we were looking at the moon and the stars. Grayson wrapped his arms around my neck.

James heard me and Grayson from his room and decided to join us on the balcony.

"I can't sleep and I heard you so I decided to join like we were always before..." James said.

We start talking and laughing and I felt like I always did that...

I can't stop thinking about what James said when he came. 'Like we were always before...' and the memory of Grayson started to come back.

"I can remember you now. We were sitting here with James like we are doing right now and we were always cuddling... But it doesn't make senses if I was dating Ethan..." I said out loud.

"What are you talking about?" Grayson asked.

"My mom told me about me and Ethan. I still don't get why I lost my memory of you and him. Since she told me, I'm just trying to remember but I just can't remember Ethan. Well not everything." I replied.

"We weren't cuddling. Ethan was always here too." Grayson said.

"I was cuddling with Ethan?" I ask looking up to him.

"Yep." He answered.

"But I don't have memory of him." I said looking back at the stars. "I'm gonna go to sleep goodnight boys." I said leaving the balcony.

James and Grayson stayed there to talk because they can go inside by James room.

I started crying because I really want to remember Ethan but when I remember I can't see him, only Grayson...

I heard my room door opening.

"James is that you?"

Nobody replied. It's all dark in my room and before I could open the light someone grabbed me and kissed me on the lips.

I know that it's a man and he have soft lips... I am sure that I have kissed those lips before but I just can't remember who and he leave...

Wow but what the fuck? It was probably just Grayson.
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*The next morning.*

I decided to go in Grayson's room. He was still sleeping so I went in the bed and wake him up.

"Good morning y/n. What are you doing in my bed?" He asked.

"Ummm well this...." I kissed him on the lips but it didn't felt like last night.

He kissed me back but it still doesn't feel like last night.

"Are you ok?" Grayson asked pulling away.

"No... Did you came in my room last night?" I asked him.

"No you said you were going to sleep so I just talked with James and went back to my room." He replied. "Why?"

"Is Ethan back home?" I asked.

"Yea a little after you went back inside. But you can't go see him y/n. It's the wedding today." He replied.

"Fuck. True. I have to stay in my room. I almost forgot. Bye Gray." I said leaving the room.

"Good luck." He yelled because I was out of his room.

On my way back to my room someone stopped me.

"Seriously y/n? In Grayson's room? I am not wondering what you guys where doing."