An arranged marriage.

10.

"With the person you had the crash." Lisa said.

"Ok but this doesn't help me." I almost yelled getting impatient.

"Ethan..." James said.

"Impossible. This can't be true." I replied. "He hate me."

"He hate what he did to you but it doesn't mean that he hate you." My mom replied.

"This is why he was mad when me and Gray..." I stopped talking before they know that I'm aren't virgin anymore.

"You and Grayson did what?" Lisa asked.

"Nothing..." I replied.

"Y/n you're bad at lying. What Grayson and you did?" My mom said.

"We eeh... we had sex..." I replied.

"You are afraid of this? Y/n you lost too much memory I think." My mom said laughing.

"Why?" I asked confused because of her reaction.

"You were afraid that we knew you had sex or that you had sex with Grayson?" Lisa asked.

"Well both why?" I replied.

"Do you remember why you had the accident?" James asked.

"No can you please tell me? I'm kinda lost. Stop asking question." I answered.

"When you had an accident it was because of me and your dad. You told us you were pregnant and we didn't accept it so you-"

"So I leave and take my car. But I was crying too much that I wasn't able to see the road and me and him had a crash... right?" I asked her, cutting her off.

"Yea. Before you leave you texted Ethan you were going to see him but he was already on his way to come for the dinner so he didn't saw your message and he didn't replied." My mom continue.

"Why he didn't told me?" I asked looking at them.

"Because he remembered everything last year... You guys were dating since you were 10 years old and one day you were playing a game. We heard everything." Lisa said.

"I remember... We promise to marry each other..." I smiled thinking about it remembering a thing that have happened with him. "We were in love..." I whispered to myself.

"Yes and I'm sure this love is still there but you just need to remember y/n..." Lisa replied. She heard me I guess.

"I don't think I would be in love like how I was before. I just don't know how I'm feeling towards hight now." I said and leave them to go in my room.

I'm trying so hard to remember more than just the crash but I just can't... When I'm thinking about memories I had young I don't see Ethan, I only can see a dark body, like someone is there but I can't see him or his face.

I start to ask myself a lot of question.

"Why Ethan didn't talk about it? Why nobody told me about it and why do we really have to get married? I loved him but do I still love him?" And a lot more when someone came in my room.

"Maybe you would like to have a friend. James told me everything." Said Emma.

"Did you know about that?" I asked her.

"Ummm..."

"Did you know about everything Emma?" I yelled at her.

"Yes I did... y/n we are best friend since you met them..." She replied.

"Why you didn't tell me?" I asked her.

"Because your parent asked me to not say anything until you recover your memory." She replied.

"I want you to leave. I need to be alone." I said to her. She look at the ground then left.

I went back in my bed and again, I start thinking about when he kissed me. At this moment the only thing I need is to kiss Ethan.

Just to remember and maybe probably help me with my memories....