Jaidyn's POV
Saturday| October 22
I woke up to a bright light shining through the curtain. Wow I have an incredibly soft pillow. Ooh I smell food. I began getting up to go to the food. Wait what the fuck! Kylie was asleep on my bed and considering the position I just got up from I'd say I slept on her legs. No wonder my pillow seemed softer.
Should I wake her up? I mean she just looks so peaceful laying there. She's cute when she's sleeping. Yes I agree. Now forgot waking her up because we need food bitch. Alright alright I'm going.
I made my way to the kitchen and found...oh shit, I think my heart just burst. No no no it can't be, this isn't real. I rubbed my eyes trying to get the figure to disappear. I opened my eyes only to see the figure was still there. It turned around and smiled, "Hi sweetie." No, this isn't real. Right now I'm not even real. "What's wrong honey?" The figure asked. Just get through this and everything will be fine. "M-mom?" "Yes I'm your mother Ruth." I wish this could be real but it's not. "So anyways would you like some pancakes?" "Uh s-sure." Hesitating before taking the plate. "I'm real and the plate is real Jaidyn." My mother handed me a plate with three cakes on it before sitting down herself. "Y-your real?" "Yes honey I am. Now how's school? What's going on in your life?"
"Uhm schools fine I guess and so is life."
"Oh come on honey you can tell me I'm your mother." I would but your not real. "If im not real Jai then how'd you grab the plate from me and why are you able to touch me." She said holding out her hand. I slowly inched my hand forward to her hand and surprisingly my own was stopped by hers when it came into contact. "See, now tell me what's actually going on." Wow this is crazy my mother is dead but here I am talking to her. "Uh Ok well honestly life is pretty shitty. Though there are people who make me look forward to life."
"One in particular though, Kylie right?" Wait how the fuck does she know about Kylie. This shit is weird as fuck. "Uh yeah, but how do you know about her?"
"Because wherever you go I'm with you, whatever you think I know, and whatever you say I can hear you."
"But how? I thought you said you were alive."
"It's hard to explain and I am real but I'm not. Look it's hard to explain so just try not to think about it." There was a long silence before one of us decided to break it. "So as I was saying, this particular person is Kylie right?" "Uh yeah." "So your a lesbian then? Or at least bi." She asked. "Uh yeah I'm gay."
"Ok. Do you like Kylie?" Wait did she just say ok. "You mean you don't have a problem with me being gay?"
"No I don't and even if I did have a problem I'm dead sooo...."
"What you know you're dead?"
"Yes but that's besides the point. I'm here to talk to you not you to me."
"Oh uh yeah I really like her, you have no idea."
"Does she make you happy?" She asked. "Yeah like even when she pisses me off, which is rare, I just I don't know how to explain it."
"She makes you feel like your the most important person in the world and are the only one besides her that exist."
"Yes, that exactly."
"But you two are not together though are you?"
"Uhm no we're not."
"Well she likes you too s-" I cut her off "How do you know that."
"Sweetie like I said, I'm with you always. I know what goes on in your life I just wanted to hear it from you. So now let me finish because you know people cutting me off pisses me off and I'm your dead mother so I can send someone to haunt your ass."
Did she curse, she never did when she was alive. "When did you start cursing?"
"When I died." So my mom curses now. "Anyways, Kylie likes you too and you say you like her and she makes you happy but yet you two are not together." Where's she going with this. "Uh yeah."
"Then that leads to my next question."
"Which is?"
"To put it in words of your father why the hell haven't you grown some damn ovaries and asked her out."
"Because I'm afraid of rejection."
"JR, you're a Washington and it's in our blood not to give a damn if we get rejected. Hell I rejected your father the first time he asked me out but he didn't care and the next week he asked me again and once again I said no. Then he asked again the next week and I said yes just to get him off me and look where we ended up."
"No mom not that kind of rejection. I've already told her about you but I haven't told her about my wrist."
"Oh." She said as her mouth formed a O. "Well if she doesn't want you after that then she doesn't deserve you. You've been through some shit that most people would've already killed themselves. But trust me Kylie won't care about that because she cares about you." Oh shit, she started twitching her ear and she only did that when she was serious. "Now I have to go but you are going to ask Kylie to be your girlfriend. Bye, I love you and know that wherever you go I'll be right there with you." She said as she vanished. Suddenly everything went black and I was all alone but I could hear a feminine voice.
