Stutter|P.Jm

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For as long as I could remember I was always treated differently...

"S-s-stop t-te-teasing m-me!!"

It hurts being called a stutter... I know I do it... But it's not my fault I can't help what I do... I don't get why people just don't leave me alone instead of picking on me for the way I say things.

I felt like and outcast until my hyung Jin found me. He has acted like an older to me an, he doesn't bother me about my condition.

He never has pushed me to do therapy, he takes me to my appointments, but he dosent go further than that.

And I'm truly greatful that he is this way.

Without,,aspeople like my Jin hyung the world would be different from what he makes it out to be.

But Jin hyung also inspired me to do something else...

This is my story...

*Knock Knock*

"H-h-h-hello?" Jimin called not paying attention to the door. "Hi little one." Jin called smiling his bright smile. "H-h-hello h-hyungie" He said turning to him for a small second to smile, then returning to sit and stare out the window. "Jimin, you ok..?" He nodded.

"I j-j-just l-like to s-s-sit h-here s-sometimes.." Jimin continued to look out the window an play with the long sweater he wore. "Hey Jimin, we should get you a new sweater, yea?" The older said as he sat next to the younger.

Jimin looked up at him. "W-w-why? Th-this o-one i-is fine..." Jin looked down. "But wouldn't you want a new one.. I know you like to wear them.."

Jimin smiled. "I-I-I want a n-new sw-sweater" Jin nodded. "We'll go out later today and get you one okay? I just have to take care of a few things, but Yoongi is here and he's making some noodles, you can go downstairs if you want I'll be back a little later" Jimin nodded "o-o-okay h-hy-hyungie" Jimin got up to put his shorts on and started to walk downstairs with Jin behind him.

"Yo Jin, I changed my mind on the noodles, you have sushi stuff right?" Yoongi said while peering behind one of the counter tops. Jin nodded "Please don't burn my kitchen like Namjoon almost did, Lord that boy..." Jimin giggled remembering the toast incident.

"Oh hey little Jimin" Yoongi said as Jimin sat in his seat next to the counter and spun around. "H-h-hello" He looked down as he spoke and fiddled with his fingers. "Well I'm off to go take care of my business.. Will you two be alright together?" Jin said as he put some papers into a briefcase "Yeah we'll be fine" Jimin continued to look down as Yoongi spoke. "Alright bye bye little one" Jin gave Jimin a quick hug and waved to Yoongi as he left. Jimin sighed.

Yoongi's face expression changed as soon as Jin closed the door. "Don't bother me, I'm not in the mood to play with children like you" He pointed his finger at him and growled a little. "Y-y-yes h-hy-yung... I-i-i'll leave y-y-you alone.." Jimin got down from his chair and tripped falling down on his knees onto the hardwood floor. "Ow..." Jimin got up and brushed himself off. Yoongi scoffed. "Quit faking."

"I-I di-didn't f-fake anything!!" He yelled as, it was quite obvious his knee was injured. "Lies, it was all a fake! Don't play me like I'm dumb Jimin!!"

Jimin held back tears. This was just like last time Jin left them alone.

Except Yoongi had blamed him for faking his tears when he fell down the stairs. Yoongi always acted different when Jin left. That left Jimin in despair and anger. But he didn't know what to do. He was always the one left in tears....

"I'm n-not p-playing y-you.." Jimin let his tears fall an quickly wiped them away 'I must not let him see me cry' he thought to himself. "Quit that.." Yoongi grabbed a towel and wiped Jimin's cheeks. "H-h-huh? Wh-what are you d-d-doing?" Jimin flinched with every wipe. "Quit flinching, or I can't wipe them away properly." Yoongi said wiping his face awkwardly.

Jimin was shocked but he stared at the older with widened eyes. Something was different this time. Jimin wasn't being sent to his room. Or being yelled at this time. What was wrong? Was Yoongi sick.

"A-a-are y-you sick h-h-hyung?" Jimin tilted his head slightly. "No.." Yoongi said bluntly. "Do you need something for your leg?" He said changing the subject.

"Y-y-yes p-pl-please.. I think I n-n-need i-ice" Jimin bit his lip while watching Yoongi go to the fridge and get him an ice pack. 'Was Yoongi ok? He never treated him like this..' Jimin didn't know how to feel. First Yoongi was being his usual self, next he was being nice and helping him with his now bruised up knee.

Yoongi came back with an ice pack. He still had that cold expression that never smiled. But he gently placed the ice pack on Jimins knee.

"Does that hurt?" Yoongi said in a soothing tone, but still the same expression. "N-no" Jimin lied. Honestly the ice was extremely cold on his knee and he held back more tears.

"I-I l-lied it k-k-kinda h-h-hurts..." Yoongi took away the ice pack. "Sorry... Can I get anything else to help it" Jimin shook his head as Yoongi picked him up an sat him on the counter while observing his knee. "No b-but c-c-can y-you an-an-a-answer my q-q-question...?" Yoongi bit his lip an nodded slowly.

"Sure... I'll answer your question." Jimin hesitated to speak. "... Why d-did y-y-you y-yell at me, and th-th-then he-help me?..." Yoongi shrugged. He honestly didn't know why he did it. He felt a little bad about treating him horribly. "I don't know exactly, something in me changed.." Jimin smiled. "I like this side of you hyung.." Yoongi looked up at him. "You do? Did you hate the other me..?"

Yoongi almost had a pained expression on his face and Jimin felt a little bad. But he nodded slowly. "I-I-I'm s-sorry.. B-b-but you s-s-seemed to ha-hate me.."

Yoongi sighed and looked over the boy in front of him. He studied Jimins facial features. His puffy cheeks, his orange hair, his pink lips that he's secretly wanted to kiss. But hearing that Jimin thought he hated him made him sad. He doesn't want to be hated by the younger anymore. "Jimin.. I don't hate you... It's just kinda hard..."

"h-hard wh-why?" Jimin tilted his head. "Because I- it's nothing..." Yoongi said. Which made Jimin even more confused. But the truth was that Yoongi had developed feelings for Jimin and he didn't want his emotions to take over him and then he got hurt once again. But he didn't know how to control his emotions.

So he took it out on Jimin, but not in the way he had hoped.

He didn't want to be trapped in his emotions.

But he doesn't know how to control them.

"Hey Jimin?" Yoongi spoke. "Y-yes?" Jimin looked up from playing with his fingers.

"Something happened back home, I'm gonna be staying here for a while" Yoongi leaned on the counter. "Oh ok" Jimin smiled. "M-maybe we can b-b-be f-fr-friends" Yoongi remembered something Jin told him. He has trouble with his stutter so try to be nice...

Yoongi nodded. "Yea maybe we can.."

A/N: um.. Hi, sorry for the wait ok the first chapter, I've been sick and haven't been feeling at my best. But it's finally here, I may think some readers are gonna be confused to why Yoongi was yelling then became soft, but that's kinda how I can be so I made Yoongi like that (again sorry if that's not what your into) but I hope to all my readers that read this so far that you stay with me in the process of writing this book. And I'm also making another Yoonmin story and it's gonna be called Insomnia, that book kinda goes fast in some ways but I'll try to keep it interesting. Anyways love you guys an thx for all the support ^^

Love~AegaArie