Stutter|P.Jm

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-Yoongi Focus-

About 15 minutes later after Jimin got cleaned up...

Yoongi watched as Jimin played with toys and scrunched up his nose. If he's such a "grown man" than why does he have cars... I just don't get it.

I sighed rolling my eyes. He just couldn't figure out why someone like Jimin would be the way he is.. I mean he doesn't deserve the stutter.. But he also has the mind of a child.

Something is wrong here...

I grabbed my phone and called Jin. He must be on his way home by now.

"You have reached the voice message.."

Sighing I hung up the phone an put it down. Thinking to myself about the statement Jin whispered to me before he left.

"You need to be more gentle with him Yoongi, he really only wants to be friendly... Yes I know he can get annoying but he's not healthy and he just needs a friend"

I sighed again. Why Jin, why me?

If Hoseok hadn't burned down my kitchen I wouldn't be here. He burned toast! Toast!!?!?

I sighed reliving his screams. He had a place to stay, but I sadly only had Jin hyung to go to..

I honestly didn't want to because of Jimin. I have no problem with the kid. He's sweet, an cool, it's just hard to be around...

The person you secretly have feelings for...

I just can't stand to be around him when he'll never feel the same towards me. Like why see each other if you aren't gonna do anything.

Sigh. He'll never like someone like me. I treat him like an ass and I never apologized for it until now.

Someone once told me. "Love can never stand in the way of your feelings" That's bull crap! Everyone knows that feelings stand in the way of everything... Right?

Maybe...

I don't know...

I've never let my emotions take control of me. People say it makes me stubborn. But do I care?

No.

But that's how life has always been for me. I'm emotionless.. But I've learned to live like that.. It's like being in a hole of darkness, not being able to find a way out, your just sitting there, nothing can help you, it's all just a blur and your drifting away from the light and your past come and consumes you with regret and misery...

Sigh. Sometimes the world isn't as all as it seems... I wish I could find someone to talk about it..

I jumped out of my thoughts when I felt a light tap on my shoulder. "H-h-hyung?" Jimin was tapping on my shoulder looking up at me with teary eyes. "Wh-wh-why d-do y-you look s-sad?" He asked me. He was holding a cover close to his chest, while looking up at me like a child with teary eyes.

Did I cause him to cry?

Was he that worried?

Crap.... I grabbed a tissue and wiped away the tears that fell over his cheeks. "Jimin, what's wrong?" I asked, while wiping his tears away.

"H-h-hyung y-you look liked y-you w-were g-gonna c-cry... Did I m-make y-you s-sad?" He said through a sniff.

"N-no, why would you think that Jimin?". Did I make it seem like he made me mad...

"A-after w-were t-talked y-you got q-quiet... And I t-th-thought i-it w-was my f-fault.." Oh jimin....

"Um it wasn't your fault... Ok, I'm just, um not happy, but it's not because of you.. I've just got a lot of thinking to do." Suddenly his little arms wrapped around me in a hug. I was startled at first but then, I hesitantly hugged him back. We just stood in silence in a hug.

He was so warm. I didn't want to let go.

I felt if I let go, I might not be able to hold him again.....

He rested his head on my shoulder, and I just stood there hugging him.

I liked this... I thought I'd never live to the day I'd get to hug him, I'm glad he hasn't pushed me yet or told me I was disgusting.

It sounds cheesy but it's true.

"H-h-hyung?" Jimin finally broke the silence. "Yes?" I spoke. He fiddled with his fingers before bluntly saying. "M-my l-legs h-hurt..".

Oh. How long were we standing? I chuckled. " Wanna go lay down on the couch?" He nodded an skipped away to lay down, I sighed and leaned over the counter again. Getting lost in thought.

Phone rings: Caller ID: Jin💜

I picked up my phone an answered it.

"Hello"
"Yeah, hey sorry I missed your call, what's up?"
"When are you coming home?"
"In a bit, why?"
"no reason.."
"Yoongi....?"
"I'm just tired Jin...And I wanted to ask something"
"Is it about Jimin?"
"It's always about him"
"Yeah... Yeah I'll be home in about 5 minutes, Are you guys hungry?"
"Nope, I'm cooking, just get down here"
"Alright I'm on my way.."
"Thank you.."
"Yeah yeah"

Phone call ended.

I placed my phone back down and stretched glancing back at Jimin, he looks cute when he sleeps. I walked over to the couch next to him and sat while waiting for Jin.

"Please come back home soon hyung..."