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one hundred twenty one | dms - mitchel & nikki

nikkidawson

Hey
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ik you won't read these and that's the point
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i'm looking at you from across the room talking to all of our friends that you've invited over
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and every once and a while you'd look over but, that's it
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i mean, can so much perfection live inside one human being?
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i love you so much, nikki
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i've known you for 3 years and those years have been the best ones of my life.
even if we weren't together at the time, they still made me happy knowing that you were in it.
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but, back to the real reason i am dming you
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i'm so fucking scared to confess my love for you
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not just the "i love you"s we exchange everyday
but, the infinite one
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the one that will claim you as my wife
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i'm scared to ask you to marry me because of the slight chance you'll say no
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ik that i'm most likely being ridiculous but, i'm a paranoid guy sometimes
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the vow "to death do us part" scares me and ik it scares you too
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but, i'm willing to die by your side because i can't think of anyone else i'd want to spend my life with
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and i don't want too
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so, i just have one question nikki jude dawson...
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will you marry me?
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....
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yeah, i'm definitely unsending all of these messages, i can't do it
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i'm pathetic
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i just hope i can ask you in person soon
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