My thoughts 💔

My thoughts and feelings!

"Love? Or Suicide?

What is love? I sit here and wonder how far I've come,not very far I guess.
How far have you come love? You linger in my brain tarring shit apart,
Telling me I can't make it, or pushing me to the ground.But guess what love?
I can't make it, you're right! I've failed this life, I'm not strong enough to live here
This world pushes me to no extent, it throws so many obstacles in my way.
But you! You were the biggest obstacle of them all, you brought me so high just
to throw me back down, you gave me hope just to rip it from me."

"I saw you, you looked incredible,like you always do. You took my breath away ,my heart was beating so fast I thought I was having a heart attack , but I guess I was having a heart attack!you were my heart attack, You... running through my veins, You.. killing me slowly and painfully, you created this storm inside me, tarring me apart. It's crazy how one person can destroy every atom,every particle of your being,
It's crazy how one person can kill you with only words
It's crazy how you can think your so strong but that one person comes and ruins you.
I've never felt so alive but so dead
All these emotions run through my head force me to rethink everything I've ever done
He makes me want to leave forever, go somewhere far away so he can't get in my head
He makes me wish I never came out of my mother
You killed me"

"I feel like a tiny broken boat just floating in an endless sea of harsh emotions
I'm lost"

"Love is complicated
It builds you up just to Tear you down like an old rotted building
I felt happy in his arms
I felt safe
He felt differently
Yes he took my innocence but he also took my life"

"It was at this point that you realized he only wanted one thing from you.... But you gave him everything!!!"
~Sad Boy