Love hurts

Feelings

Zoya's pov:

I was pissed when Roshan left me. I searched for Ziad and he too left. I was so frustrated but I had an instinct that Roshan will comeback.

So I locked the door and waited in the garage. Ziad started calling me and I ignored it.

I heard some banging sound and went out to see Roshan smashing his hand with full force.

Then he clutched his hand and writhed in pain. By then I was throwing fits of giggles practically in the ground.

He pulled and crushed my bones by hugging me that tight. I just so focused on the warmth he provide with his nearness that I realized he was talking to me after I saw his voice is reverberating over his chest.

I let go of him first and glared at him, I still didn't forgive him. I never miss my school, because of him I changed. But he didn't even appreciated that.

I tried punching his face but he was covering his face with his wounded hands. My blow connected to the same part in his hand which he had hurt then.

"oww!! It hurts!! You punched my hand and it was already broken I think" Roshan fell to the ground dramatically.

I hunched down and took a look at his wound. It was not that bad but it swelled up and blood was oozing out. I blew out on his hand and he shuddered visibly.

I smirked and I was proud of myself that I got this reaction from him.

"Come On!! let's go inside my home. I have first aid kit in my room. Your hands are bleeding, it may get affected" I really felt bad that I hurt him.

I didn't know what kind of relationship we had but I had hurt him physically more than I ever done to anyone.

Roshan noticed the blood and he fainted. Luckily I caught his head in my lap.

He really looked so calm and I just wanted to touch his hair. I chided myself that' it's not the time to admire. My mind fired back whether they would be next time.

I hate my brain and it's train of thoughts or else my brain should have made a deal with my heart.

My phone was vibrating for 15 Mins and just then I looked at my screen to find that Ziad was constantly called me.

My lockscreen lit up and Ziad name popped out, I took the call. After the call I wished I hadn't attended the call.

I didn't avoid Ziad intentionally, it was just after Roshan came, I just gravitate towards him.

Ziad always wear his heart on his sleeve, display his feelings. But Roshan is different, he locked his heart and doesn't show what he feels.

That intrigued me, make me go after him. OK enough with my thoughts.. Haha.. I can't have roshan in my lap forever.

So I dragged him by making his hand go around my shoulder. I opened the door with difficulty and plopped Roshan in the couch.

I sprinkled water in his face and his opened his eyes and looked at me.

"Don't tell me you have haemophobia man!! Your parents are both doctors" I cracked up.

He pulled me and I was on top of him, but his face held so much emotions.

I tried getting up but he won't let me. He brushed the hair away from my face.

"Now laugh!! Why stop now?? Don't always act like you are unaffected by me" Roshan smirked.

"Why should I be affected by you? You don't show interest in me.. In fact you glared at me the whole morning and being rude to me" I filled in.

"Why do you think I am not interested in you? Do you want me to gawk at you when you wear a dress for modeling not for school?" he chided me.

"I thought...... Be out.... Of my she.ll...." I faltered.

He put his finger on my lips and shushing me.

"Be you!! Don't change yourself under any circumstances. Everyone is adorable in their own way. I liked the girl who flaunted her beauty just in ugly pajamas" Roshan said under his breath.

"hey that pajama is my favorite dress and it's 3 year old pajama gifted by my grandpa. Don't demean my pajamas" I raised my voice.

"That's the girl I want, confessing your frayed pajama is your favourite one" Roshan's laugh vibrated throughout his body and I felt tingling sensation.

"OK!! will you allow me to get up or not?  I don't get you!! How come you change your mood like chameleon? What changed you? Why you won't show your good side to people??" I was breathless at the end.

"You ask too many questions" he smirked.

"That's gonna be your answer at last and let me warn you, don't smirk at me. I will wipe the smirk off your face" I threatened.

"Try me" Roshan smirked again.

Suddenly a door opened, Maya entered first. I scrambled away from Roshan, she just smiled at me and climbed upstairs.

Guys this the difficult chapter I wrote ever.. I suck at romance..And want all age group people to read my book... So don't expect anything from me.. I don't wanna disappoint u people..

Lots of love
Shameem