Love hurts

I Am Not A Bitch

Maya's pov:

You all think of me as the villain of the story.. Let me tell you I am not.

You always look me through from zoya's pov.. You should not assume things about my character from one person view.. That means you are judging me..

Dont judge a book by its cover. This line will perfectly applies to my situation.. Lemme tell my story.. Then you can judge.. Call me names.. Whatever you want.

My parents are both doctors as you all know. They planned their whole life at the age of 25(I know doctors are crazy).

I am not in their plan, they had always wanted only one child. So they could focus on the child more. Because they don't get time due to their heavy schedule.

I was a unwanted child and I am the second one in everything.. They didn't told me that I was unwanted.

Trust me I am a deep minded person. I can figure out things easily.. I am not like Zoya in any aspect. I am not carefree person like her. I carry a lot of emotions in my heart.. That's why everyone Calls me rude.

I like Zoya.. Of course.. Duh. She is like a younger sister to me. She acts like one.

I was way more matured than her. Even I developed the girlish feelings first.. I got my first crush before her.

You would have guessed my crush by now.. It was Ziad. But he treats me like a sister.

I hate God plans sometimes. He is blindly in love with Zoya rejecting my affection towards him..

Zoya is too naive and ignorant to appreciate his love. I can always see the level admiration in Ziad's eyes when he look at Zoya but when he turns to me it was brotherly affection.

I was a doomed child from my birth, I am a moody person. I can't outshine Zoya in any matter, I will always known to the world as Zoya's younger sister.

I can't create my own identity and I have to take care of Zoya's mess too.
I am always the one who put sense into her childish mind and make her realizing things.

But I can't make myself to tell her that Ziad love her, that is a highest crime against my own heart.

I know in the end, Ziad's gonna be heartcrushed and lifeless. I want to be there for him when the time comes. I am patiently waiting for him.

So now come to Roshan.. I hate him(you didn't expect that hahaha.. That's why I told you to not to judge me).

Now go back to the first meeting with Roshan. I met Roshan in  my hall for the first time, he was gloomy and moody.

I saw my moody self in Roshan and I saw him as my buddy coz he reflects his mood in his behavior and confusing people.

I was shocked to find Roshan with same attitude as me. His indifference towards me made me to expose myself to him.

For the first time in my life, I was blabbering rubbish to him. What happened to the composed me??..

I know that he is not listening to me, that made me to irritate him a lot.

Just imagine torturing a people who is like you.. It is so fun and easy., because you know their mood swings and everything.. (haha.. I am such a devil).

I want him to meet Zoya and I know for the fact that he will fall for her. He is moody and composed, she is outgoing and free minded.

Trust me sisters know this stuffs, like who is a right partner for our sister... Atleast sister like me though.. (Weird.. I know.. I want Ziad all for myself).