"fuck me."
"sorry, not anymore."
in which exes "who hate each other"
won't stop calling each other.
started: april 5 2018
finished: august 27 2018
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"i messed up bad ronnie. and i know you already know that. but i'm here to talk about it and explain everything, not only to you, but i guess everyone." if will were to have looked into the crowd, he would've seen fans' shocked faces and rowena making her way forward. but he kept his eyes on his phone and the back of the room.
"rowena madeline taylor, you are the love of my life. i always thought i'd be telling you that at our wedding. it's mad how i always thought we'd end up together. it came as a complete shock when you broke up with me. but after you explained it to me, i understand now. rowena, you broke up with me because i didn't let you live your own life."
"you needed to breathe and i couldn't see that. i was too concerned with my needs. you made me happy. and people always say you need to learn to love yourself before you love someone else. and both of us learned that the hard way. i have to be happy myself. and you have to take care of yourself."
"i vividly remember the day we broke up. i regret everything i said about you. i never meant it. i was just so hurt. you never used me. you never took anything. you never were looking for attention."
will choked up, holding back tears. "while it's a long stretch that you'll actually hear this, i want you to know that you deserve the best. and i'm sorry for not being able to be the one to give it to you. ronnie, i just want you to be happy. and however that is, even if it's not with me, it's the most important thing in both of our lives." at this time, chip had been able to quietly get off the couch and beckon rowena forward. he handed her his mic and sat back down.
"and before we get on with this panel, i have two more things to say. one, thank you ronnie for teaching me what it's like to be happy. and two, i hope everyone here will continue to support us both.i'm sorry for dragging you lot into this. thank you." will took a deep breathe and looked down to his lap yet again.
everyone sat in silence. people were shocked at everything he had just said. "william lenney, you really know how to make a girl cry." will's eyes widened as he looked up to see rowena. his mouth opened in shock as rowena smiled with tears running down her face.
"jesus christ will. go get the poor girl." simon gestured to the stairs and got some fans to laugh. will was so shocked and excited to see rowena, but he was just sat their frozen. jj sighed and sat up. he walked to will and pulled him off the couch.
"look bro, you don't have to be nervous. she came here all the way for you," jj whispered in his ear. will laughed quietly and nervously, standing there. he suddenly jumped off the stage instead of taking the stairs.
he embraced rowena in a hug, so shocked to see her. rowena was still shaking, but she hugged back nonetheless. fans 'awed' and snapped pictures. "i missed you so much, ronnie. i'm so sorry for everything." will had his face buried in rowena's hair.
"it's alright, william. i missed you too. but-," rowena was interrupted by simon.
"i think it's a good time to end this panel. sorry if it's not what you expected but, that's what upload is." fans chuckled and cheered as the three boys headed off stage.
will lead ronnie up the stage and backstage, his arm still around her. as soon as they were backstage, other youtuber erupted in cheers as well. will smiled brightly, kissing rowena on the forehead.
rowena nervously smiled at others and looked up to will. "but, we need to talk will."