USELESSNESS ( Kenny x reader) (completed story)

Chapter 30 the end of it all

We are all alone in this world, we always have been,
We're born alone we live alone we die alone only through our love and friend ship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone
I am y/n, i am 21, in my life i have had many bumps, twists and turns that fucked up my life hard enough that it suddenly came crashing down on me as i slipped from reality my skin just grazing the end as i slipped back, memories where in my head, isn't it funny, people say when your dying you see life flashing before your eyes, but what life did i truly live what was my purpose in this dark empty plane of existence, this empty white void that lived in side my house in side my head that filled me to the brim and i knew i couldn't let  it go so please live for me.

Y/n's POV 3 months ago
I sat in the trench the heavy layer of dust that lied dormant on the ground still hung low in the air, the wind and the air was silent there was no longer noise, the birds had gone, and i wanted oh so badly to poke my head over the wall, i gripped in my rifle tighter as i sat in my spot, i waited like the mutt that i am, i waited for the call, then, a loud horn blew its notes hitting me in the face hard i scrambled to my knees and sat my gun on the wall, i placed my finger on the trigger and pulled the loud crack of the bullet make me jump just a little, the scars on my arms began to sting as i sat back down until i heard the trumpet like call signalling the day was ended and we could sleep, i took the time to write a note to everyone.

Kennys POV present time 13 - july - 2664 (there is importance to this number if you read the first chapter once more)
I looked at the writing the note that lied in my hands,
Dear everyone,
I am 3 months into the war, i don't know what i am doing anymore, god i don't want to die here i want to come home, i miss all of you so much take care of grey for me and enjoy my absence while it lasts! Well i gotta sleep love you all,
~ y/n

I felt tears run down my redish cheeks i ran my hands through my hair as i sat on their bed, i was given the key to their house before they left so i could care for grey, i missed them i looked at the photos of us all god they loved making memories and capturing them in the most simplistic way, i looked at the photo we took together before they left i smiled and hugged it close, i looked around their room not snooping just observing. I walked to Craig's house knocking on the door
"The fuck do you want McCormick" Craig asked
"I got another note" i called back waving it I heard heavily paced footsteps i chuckled knowing Craig tucker was worried he opened the door and snatched the note from my hands reading it
"Fuck why are they so positive" he grumbled with a tired smile
"Well you should show it to the others" he said handing it back to me
"Yeah yeah" i said taking it and walking to stan
I did the same with Tweek, kyle, butters,jimmy, timmy, token, clyde, wendy  and cartman i took it back to their house and sat down falling asleep clutching the note.

Y/n 3 months later the final week

I sat in the bed the uncomfortable plastic under my ass was pathetic to say the least i scratched my scars it became a nervous habit of mine, i looked to my comrade dan (i swear if you dont get the reference) "why are you still up" he asked looking at my eyes
"Not tired" I answered bluntly, he responded with an eye roll before looking back at me
"Its the final week, you think You're gonna get home?" He asked sincerely
"God i hope so, i have my best friend and friend to get back to"
"They are?"
"Grey and kenny they both go in order" (oh shit boi kenny was overtaken by mah goodboi lad grey)
"Nice nice, i have a girl friend at home"
"Oh lovely!" I said with a smile
"Now imma get some sleep, you should to" he said before laying down. I decided i should to and i began to rest.

Waking up to a trumpet how lovely
As i finished getting ready i stand out side holding my rifle to my chest i jump into the trench. I see a grenade  fall near i bolt and hide hoping not to get hit i stand and shoot my gun hitting some people before returning to hiding.