You told me you loved me....( Prodigy ) <Discontinued Until Further Notice

Time to Think

        I drove home in deep thought and remembered all the times chres and i shared. Everytime Craig laid his hands on me, he was always there. All the times i cried in his arms, the pregnancy and now he needed me and i couldnt help. From my perspective i think thats extremely fucked up. I drove to Deely's house so she could talk some sense into me like she always did since high school. "Deely!!!" I yelled happy to see her and she laughed as I approached her "I need some sense..." I mumbled and looked up to her as she rolled her eyes. "Dont even say a word cause I know your problem." "You do?" "Your trying to choose between Craig and Chresanto. Am i right?" I nodded sadly. "Well you been with Craig since freshman year, you guys got married in love, had kids, he cheated, then you cheated, then Cory came along. Face it hes been down for you since him and Craig were friends in freshman year. He was always your shoulder to cry on and now he cant help but want and need you right now. But your all fucked up because you have two more kids and Craig to deal with. Right?" I nodded again."He said Ive been playing with his emotion, Deely. I never looked at it that way. I feel like such a bitch." "Well we all have our bitch phase. But seriously you were playing with his feelings. He is really in love with you and everyone can see that." "I know. I want to be with him so badly but Craig's in the way and we have four kids. I dont know what to do and i dont know if i told you but he hasnt laid his hands on me since Chres moved in. I think he sees Chresanto as a challenge." "Oh my God bitch your smart." She clapped. "Craig is only being good for the moment. As soon as Chres is out of the picture hes gonna snap back and still beat you. He wants to be good so you stay with him. And do you think staying with him and letting him beat you will be good for Lexi, Cj, and Cory to see?" I shook my head in deep thought. "Your absolutely right" "Who i want is Chresanto and i fucking love the man but my kids and Craig is in the way but i dont want to hurt his feelings and i got kids." "Just think about it Chrissy." "I will. Thanks Deely. Youre a great help. Im going to talk to Chres before he does something stupid like last time." With Deely's words stuck in my head i left and went out to look for Chres.

        I drove down to is new house and i saw him moving boxes in. I couldnt help but watch his muscles flex. "Chresanto!" I called out and his nosy workers looked over. I saw him roll his eyes and walk over. "What do you want Christelle?" I jumped out of the car and ran over to him. "I thought and thougt until i couldnt think no more. Chres i want you and i love you and i want to make more babies with you. I swear youre who i want." Chresanto smirked and cut me off before lifting me up and kissing me. "I knew youd come to your senses." I hugged him so tightly as he walked me into the new house and started showing me around. It was a nice 5 bedroom house. It had three floors including the basement. "And this is our bedroom." Chresanto smirked seductively as i covered my mouth in surprise and happiness. "Oh my God Chres. Its beautiful." He smiled at me, "Just like my baby." He leaned down and kissed me slowly and passionately, full of happiness. I pulled him. closer and he began removing my clothes. "Chresss..." I moaned as he slowly laid me on the bed and he got both of us naked. I swear Chresanto and I never made love the way we did. After a while he looked up at me curious. "When can you move in?" "When Craig signs those divorce papers and i get custody over my kids and i basically have to wait til something bad happens." I sighed and slipped on my clothes quickly. "I just wanna be with you and be happy, Why is that so hard?" "I have no idea, baby." He kissed my lips quickly and slapped my butt. "Go on and take care of your kids now." I glared at him as he laughed at my face. "You know you liked that." I giggled and flipped him off. "Whatever."

        Moments later I arrived home nervous that Craig might soon return to his old ways. "Craig, baby!!! " "I'm upstairs with the baby and Meira!" "Coming!" I yelled. I walked slowly up the stairs and found Craig waiting on the bed looking irritated. "So I come home and Ray has to tell me your over there sneaking around Chres and his new house." Craig chuckled with venom. "I-i, Craig I didn't mean i-" "No shut the fuck up! You lied to me and I really wasn't going to hit you but I think I change my mind because you chose to be promiscuous." My eyes widened in fright. "Craig I won't do it again, I swear." He chuckled. "Fine I won't hit you but this time imma show you who you staying with." Craig threw me on the bed and stripped me of my clothes. "Craig the baby's asleep. He smirked, "Makes it all the better." I kissed his lips and he immediately started to push me into position on the bed. He finally got me fully naked and rammed himself inside of me. "Ohhhhhmahhh Craig!" He grunted and went faster.  He surely wasn't kidding about showing me who I'm with. I dug my nails in his back and my eyes rolled to the back of my head. "Fiuuuuuck." Craig had no trouble going faster, and harder and showing me who's Daddy. i moaned, screamed, scratched, bit, kicked, and tried everything to not enjoy it but it was impossible. Craig was putting in work. "Fuccck Ahhhhh shit Craiiighhhh yessss Daddy, right th-th-therrrre" He had me speaking 3 languages. Gibberish, English, and Spanish." I swear Craig never put it down on me like this before. What's worse? The fact that he didn't use a condom.