You told me you loved me....( Prodigy ) <Discontinued Until Further Notice

Cheating Death

      All week I've been stressing the idea of cheating death. I almost died. My heart stopped beating but somehow here I am still alive. I jumped up seeing Cory run to me. "Mommy can I have some cereal?" I nodded and poured him some cornflakes. He sat watching TV and eating his cereal all peacefully. The baby was sound asleep on my bed and I rested comfortably next to my son. He occasionally looked at me with a slightly worried face. Thank God he isn't any older to understand.

I stared at Cory and my baby girl. Its crazy how it had only been a while ago that I'd never get to see her grow. But I'm going to make the most of it and be here for my children.

    I looked up and thanked god for giving me another day to live. He's the real MVP. I smiled excited to see my baby girl. The hospital let us take her home without a name and all I wanted the test done first so I could name her. In only a few hours will I be able to name her. The phone rang and I jumped up excited. Soon I can name my baby girl.

    "Hello, this is Pride Hospital. We're calling for Ms. Christelle Crippen." I smirked happily. "This is she." "Good Afternoon Ms. Crippen. How are you?" "I'm fine, thank you." I smiled as if they could see me. "Well we have your results and it seems as if the baby is Mr. August's." my heart skipped a beat as I realized this mm is my chance and that o could go for it. I smiled, "Thank you so much. Bye." I hung up the phone and nearly died to call Chresanto. Then I remembered how he broke my heart.

    My whole mood changed as I dialed his number. "She's yours." I fiddled with my fingers. "she is?" She sounded bored but breathless. I could hear him grunt and loud moans were in the background. "Really Chresanto? You could've at least tols me that now wasn't the time." He hung up and the phone went on dial tone. I.hated all of this shit right now.

     Chresanto is mine. Not that hoe's who's probably sucking him off right now. Tears rolled down my face and I leaned back. I didn't want Cory to see me. Thank God, he was so enticed by the Bubble guppies. I wiped my tears and quickly acted as if I was fine. I had to be strong for my kids and I will be.

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    The doorbell rang loudly and I rushed to get it. My eyes were probably red and puffy from tiredness and all. I wrapped my robe tightly around me and answered the door. "Yes?" I peeked through it to see Chresanto and rolled my eyes. "What's wrong now?" He scratched the back of his head and just shrugged.

"You're the one who said we needed to talk." I shoo I my head andf groaned. I wanted to smack him right there. "Obviously I can't talk right now. You come almost in the middle of the night and both your children are sleeping. You know how long it took me to put their badasses to sleep?" He smirked. "It's not fucking funny Chres." He rolled his eyes and immediately crashed his lips onto mine.

     I accepted it for a minute but then I shoved him away hard. "Don't touch me. What do you want?" He sighed, "To apologize." I shook my head. "Apology not needed." He looked at me confused. "But....what? What you mean not needed? I didn't even start." "Exactly Chres. I don't need one. I see you have a woman already, so go Back home to her. You obviously moved on and I see your message. You want me to move on too." I tried to close the door and stop the burning near my eyes.

       "No, Christelle. It wasn-" I screamed at him cutting him off. "Fuck that Chres! It fucking hurt to see her there, especially around my son. Get out!" I screamed and slammed the door in his face.

I sighed and pressed my back against the door. I cried heavily and slid down. I can't believe how much I loved him and he just turns around and does that. I cried harder, rolling up in to a ball and reminiscing on the good times we've had.