Joshua King and Little Things

chapter 4

     its the second full day of me and josh being in a relationship. I'm already starting to have second thoughts about us dating. I mean what if we break up and our friendship is ruined? its not that I don't love josh. its not that at all. I just don't want us to break up and end up hating each other. I need to talk to him about this.

         josh was still asleep of course. so I crawled next to him in bed and he slowly started stretching and opened his eyes. "well isn't this a sight to wake up to." he said giggling.

          "I don't mean to intrude but I needed to get something off my mind about us." I said.

         "your having second thoughts?" he said full of worry.

            "yeah, but I mean its just because, I don't want things to be awkward. or I don't want to hate each other if we ever break up ya know?" I said, full of terror that he's going to freak out and break up with me anyway.

       "look heaven." he said sitting up on his elbow. "no matter what happens to us as a couple. things will never change as friends. we will always be close. I swear." he said lightly pulling my chin up so I'm looking him straight in the eyes. as he slowly leaned in for a kiss. I thought to myself "I'm ready this time don't deny him." so I leaned into him and we kissed.

          I pulled away after a couple minutes and we lye there cuddling. "I love you josh." I said softly as I was running my fingertips lightly on his stomach.

        "I love you too heaven." he said.

"I'm still tired do you mind if I take a nap in here with you?" I asked josh. "I mean not to sound sexual I just mean I don't feel like walking all the way to my bed." I said shyly.

     "no, I know what you mean, and I don't mind, as long as you fall asleep while we're cuddling because even god knows I'm not letting you go. I love you to much." he said.

      "your to sweet, I love you so much." I said as I fell asleep on his chest.