Joshua King and Little Things

chapter 9

that night... Tristan was devastated. so was josh. all we could do was pull through it all... but that exact night. the night that I told him. I had to be rushed to the ER. the cancer had spread. I was 3 states away from home. they wanted to keep me there and do treatments but I refused. it was either my life for josh, I stay here with no one, or I go home. none of them were a choice. I promised josh I would fight this for him and stay on tour. and that's what I will do.

I signed myself out against medical advice and went back with josh. josh was surprised to see me out of the hospital. I told him I refused to go back. but when I went to bed that night... I was very tired. josh tried waking me up the next morning and I wouldn't wake up. he started crying very hard. he thought I had died.

2 hours later I woke up and slowly lifted myself off the bed and walked into the living room. no one was home.

I called josh and he picked up the phone.

"josh, where-" I said getting cut off by him.

"oh my god heaven! your alive! we thought you were dead! I'm coming home now!" he said in a hurry as he hung up the phone.

30 minutes later josh showed up and burst through the doors.

"Heaven, I'm so glad your alive." Josh said crying into my neck.

"me too." I said.

*Josh is now writing the journal*

the night that I thought Heaven was dead. she was rushed to the ER again. they couldn't save her. she passed in my arms on the way to the hospital. I'm going back home for the funeral. I'm done touring for now. I need some time to mourn but I will be back on the road before you know it. I wouldn't ever give up on my fans. I just need some time to get over my best friends death.