Escape

Part 10

As i walk back to my house, thoughts crowd my mind. If everyone I have loved dies out one by one, does that mean because i love Sklyer he will soon go to...
I can't lose him, he honestly means the world to me, this past month, we've grown in so many ways, I'm attached to him... I love him....
Just then the ticking of that clock, starts again, the same before my parents death, and Grandpa's accident.

When I return back home, i see the police and the ambulance outside, my heart rate starts to speed up. I run inside to see what's the hassle. There he is... my Sky... my love... my one and only.... on the floor, with a gun wound to his side. He's breathing heavily, as if he's gasping for life.
"Skyler, hold on, baby please don't go, I can't lose you. What in the world happened here, someone start talking."
" He was shot ma'am"?
"What do you mean he was shot, can't you people do your job and tell me how he was shot in the middle of the morning, where is Cory?" I scream as the tears run down my eyes. I turn the into the corridor and see another set of paramedics wrapping Cory.
"What happened"?, I screamed, " Someone tell me what happened"!
"Miss, calm down please"
" How dare you tell me calm, down, explain to me how this happened"!
" Ma'am your house was ambushed, and these two gentlemen were here defending the house"
"Is my brother dead"?, i said as my tears rolled down my face even harder. Just then i heard a loud chime...
" I'm afraid so ma'am"
I dropped onto the chair, " No, no, no no no no no no, he can't be, he isn't, no"
One of the paramedics wrap her arms around me as i whisper, " Is my boyfriend dead too", while i look up at her.

I can't handle this right now, I can't lose him too. I lost Cory already, no I can't, If there is a God up there, Hear me out please don't take him from me, please....

When will this someone be released
When will i see the light once more
Who was I before
Every memory brings more pain
What do I want to gain
Or what do i want to lose
What am i going to choose
Is it money or a life wasted on the booze
Is this my life, my chains, my weights to bare
Each mistakes backfires.
Or am I letting other get the best of me
Please don't do this to me
Each tear that flows Down my face to fill those empty chairs
But who will send the light
To meet me in despair
My tears run so far I can't keep up
Or will someone come and make it harder than it was it was before
All eyes on me as I hide my true self, scared from being hurt
Is it true someone is really out there
Scared to let anyone in for all i know all have sinned
If so where are you
Who will love me
Who will hold me
Who will stay even if I go
Who will love even when i hate
Will they just take my agony as a joke
Or will i choke with the tears, while i swallow rejection
The tears of
Hatred
Jealousy
Love
What's there up above drowning in the heartbreak, gasping for love
Like the air coming from a fifty cent smoke........

Skyler, please... Don't leave me...