Escape

Part 14

After last night, he stayed in his room, didn't even come out. I felt bad that I exploded like that on him. I made up my mind that its clear we need to talk. I went to his room door and just stood there, and he opened the door as if he was waiting on me.

"Come in".

I walked in past him, and a chill went down my spine this isn't going to end well.

"What's wrong?", he said giving me that look. I moved away and didn't meet his eyes.

"You want me to forgive you and see that you have changed when you aren't being honest with me. Before you left I was coming to get some ice cream for my mom and I met in here with her, kissing her, caressing her, like you do with me, was I not giving you enough, or is it that she is better at it than I am."

"Rachel, you are one of a kind, I would never..."

"But you did it, when I asked you, you told me that it was her she came on to you, but they way it looked that kiss was on purpose it was heartfelt. I trusted you and your back telling me you love me...how am I supposed to feel"

He grabbed my hand and looked at me and said, " That night I was foolish for not realizing what I had done, I was dumb and stupid and I wish I could take it all back, but I can't... You have to believe me, baby, I am truly sorry"

I looked away, and went to the window as a tear rolled down my cheek. The love we shared can't go on if this is the way things are going to have to be crystal clear, but through my eyes its all cloudy. 

"Go for a walk you deserve it", he said." I don't want to be the reason for your misery, Rachel take all the time you need". 

"Fine". I said pushing past him, going out the door. I went to my room and got my phone, then left for the beach. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I got back to the house a few hours later and I heard nothing but silence. I went up the stairs, and for some reasons my heart throbbed, I didn't know why. I passed Cory's door and saw that Skyler's door was open... I looked in, there she was... in his bed...on him... kissing him...there he was kissing her back so passionately, the lust that burned between them. I boiled with anger. 

"Get out, now"! I screamed."Out of this house now, get out take your slut too, Get out"!

The love we shared was made of plastic he lied to me, he lied, he lied, he lied, he lied, he used those charming words to deceive me. How could he be so stuck up and obnoxious.

"Rachel, its not what it looks like", he stuttered. I looked at him with eyes full of fire.

"What do you mean its not what it looks like your in my house with another girl after I took the initiative to take care of you, when you saw the pain your father did to your mother by sleeping with another woman, you didn't think of that before you did that. How can you be so blind, Skyler, I trusted you, what does it look like to you."

"I didn't know that's how you felt Rachel".

"Don't give me the sad excuse, the same lies you told before, you deserve what ever life gives you, I hope she treats you right. So, leave, get out of my life, my house, don't bother to come back..."