Seokjin stood in front of the mirror, gazing at his empty reflection. His eyes were red and puffy from crying himself to sleep. He lifted both corners of his mouth with two fingers to draw a smile, even if it was a fake one but failed and ended up breaking down crying.
Yesterday he had another fight with Jungkook, it was heated to the point Jungkook rose his fist in the air, he thought he was going to get hit even hid his face but Jungkook only punched the wall. Jin could swear he heard something cracking and his knuckles turned bloody. Just the thought of making Jungkook hurt himself this bad suck the energy out of his tired body.
He dragged himself to Jungkook's room. The place he never went near since they got married but he can't take it anymore. He needs to talk to him. Even if he shouted at him. It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore, he got used to it.
"Jungkook-ah." he knocked just like a small child knocking on his parent's room door, waiting. "Am I still not good enough?" he asked still knocking but got no answer. As always. "Kookie I am sorry...my bad."
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"I am disappointed." Taehyung spoke with a low tone while looking down at Jungkook whom was reading a paper. "Why so?" "Who is this woman I saw you with? Does Jin know about it?" "He knows about everything." Taehyung looked at his best friend in disbelief, his mouth was slightly opened. "Seokjin...knows that you're fuckin around and you just say it like that?..and what does he do?" "He cries like a child." Taehyung couldn't control his nerves at this point, he felt mad..completely mad. Without realising it he slapped Jungkook across the cheek. "You're such a disappointment Jeon Jungkook. You're such a heartless bastard!" "What is it Tae? Why so serious? Huh? What don't tell me? You want my husband? You want to fuck Seoljin huh?" And that's when Taehyung slapped him again. "Watch your words Jungkook. Have some respect...You know what? I fuckin quit."
Jungkook sat back in his chair after he left, both of his cheeks red with fingers print clearly visible on both. He grabbed the picture frame he had on his table and ripped himself out of it with the shadow of a smile, one tear rolling down his cheek.
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"Taehyungie. Welcome." Jin invited him inside, a heart melting smile on his angelic face yet the dark hue under his eyes was quiet visible. The other muttered a small thank you before entering. "Tea or coffee?" "Nothing...Seokjinah..please sit." "Would you lile something cold then?" "Seokjin just sit." "But I want to prepare-" before he could continue Tae already pulled him into a tight hug, one of Tae's arm was wrapped around his waist the other holding his head securely. "Seokjin why didn't you tell me before?"
Jin remained silent. Just trying to adjust to Tae's warmth, his mind drifted to the last hug Jungkook gave him and started to compare. He knew it was a bad habit but he couldn't help it. Jungkook was and unfortunately still his everything.
"Does it hurt?" Taehyung asked again and Jin couldn't keep his composer anymore, the statue of strength he built to hide behind was shattered within seconds and he found himself weeping like a child in Tae's arms. He just want the old Jungkook back..to say goodbye to him at least..
The other just sighed feeling extremely hurt and rubbed Jin's back in a comforting manner, telling him to let everything out and it's going to be okay. Something he tells himself everyday.
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"Hyung please...please fight." Jungkook whispered while shocking on a sob and hiding his mouth, waiting outside Jimin's room whom was currently receiving electric shock to make his heart beat again. He rested his back against the white wall, praying God to give his friend more time, a chance. Those Hospital bed. They heard prayers more than a church ward. When the doctor "Jung Hoseok" got out of the room and walked toward him Jungkook knew he wasn't ready to hear it. Not yet at least. "He made it." Jk nodded still waiting to hear the rest the doctor has to say. "But he doesn't have much time left...I am really sorry." "When can I see him?" "Once he wakes up...but I don't think he'll be able to talk much..so please don't tire him." "Very well doctor Jung."
Jungkook sighed deeply before opening his phone and dealing a certain person's number. He promised Jimin he won't do it but there's no much time left to stick to the promise. And despite all he heard Jimin still has hope.
"What?" "Yoongi hyung. There's something you should know...meet me in the local hospital, fifth floor." "...give me five seconds."
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