Laven...Forever in love

Chapter 2. I Heart Lavi

Author:Hey guys so unfortunately all I've been able to get was some advice and so I hope you can help to make my stories better.I was planning on stopping but apparently if I didn't continue writing this,"a terrifying dinosaur will come to [me] and crush [me]"quote and a shout out from/to laven_SokiLover.I wanna thank you for responding to me and somewhat helping me for what needs more work.Seriously. I'm not kidding when I say that I'm new at this.I can always update stories to make them better.DONT be scared to share ideas because I wasn't scared to write this story.No matter how crazy or cliché your idea might sound,I will do it anyway.I updated the last chapter so fill free to check the first chapter on my update.Remember I take requests and sorry for my grammar because it would be better but I did that last chapter in one day and I also did a YouTube video of d-gray man called 'd-gray man heart attack'if you wanna watch it you kind of have to search lavi Bookmen jr. With the same profile picture as the one in wattpad.its literally the same with the bunny ears.You can watch it after you read if you want...(puppy eyes anime style)comment if you did and so now enjoy!LaviLover152!Out!

Allen POV

I wake up with dried tear stains on my face.I had been crying in my sleep.I had a nightmare.It was about Lavi and the others slowly dying in front of me by the Melinium Earl.Every body's corpses all in front of me.At this point I have been crying again.I know that Lavi is a Bookmen that can't have emotions but....I can't help but be friends with him.

I think of Lavi as more than a friend,don't get me wrong but I am bisexual.I get up and go into my bathroom(yes bathroom)And I rinse my face.I looked at myself in the mirror and I looked alright.So afterwards I left my room.I really needed to talk to someone.

I past by Lenalee and so I thought,Maybe I should talk to her about my nightmare.So I went up to her and said"Hey Lenalee do you have a minute?"She looked up at me and said"I'm sorry Allen-kun but I'm actually busy right now.Lavi said he needed to talk to me about something 2 hours ago and so I'm looking for him.

Have you seen him?"she said a little worried in her eyes."Actually,no gomen I haven't really seen him today at all but if that's the case then maybe you should check his room."I said smiling."Okay thank you Allen-kun,I'll talk to you later."She smiled."okay."that was it.the conversation just ended like that.

I decided to go and get something to eat.Man I was starving!I went up to jerry and ordered up my food.Like usual it was a long list.Of course it took me around 6-8 minutes but of course it kind of didn't matter.Once I left the cafeteria I was still a little down from my nightmare.It was very frightening but,I can't let that stop me.I wasn't paying attention to where I was going....so I bumped into someone.

I fell back and when I looked up my......it was Kanda.Of all the people it just had to be him.He looked back at me then glared at me giving his signature "Che"."Oi,watch where you're going Moyashi."Instantly I got up glaring at him."Gomen I wasn't watching where I was going,and for the record the name is Allen Bakanda,or did I forget that your a slowpoke."

Kanda che'd and glared daggers on me.Of course I glared back.But then I got back into my thoughts and my nightmares and decided that he might not be the best to talk to about it but,I guessed that I had no choice but to talk about it.It was now or never and I new that if I kept holding it in,it will eventually become a disadvantage and go against me.So I decided to speak up.

"Hey kanda,have you've ever had nightmares before?"was how I started.He looked at me with a 'what the hell where did that come from look.'Or 'wtf' you can't really tell the difference but then he answered."Maybe I have but what the hell got you into talking about nightmares?"I was shocked about the fact that he answered me."Well I just had one this morning before I woke up.

And I really need to talk to someone about it."I whispered the last part."Why would you come to me to talk about it?why am I even talking to you seriously,why can't you just go to Lenalee or the Baka Usagi instead?"he asked totally confused."Well was going to talk to Lenalee about it but she was busy...(Stops and looks around to see if anyone is around listening or watching)....and the nightmare was about Lavi!"

Kanda Looked shocked.His eyes wide.I started regretting talking to him."Well if that's the case then what was it about?"when he asked that I almost smiled forgetting my regrets but I decided not to(smile of coarse)"It was about everybody's corpses around me almost in a circle and the Melinium Earl Slowly Killing Lavi and...and I couldn't do anything about it."

I confessed.Again Kanda looked shocked but only a little and then again with his signature 'Che'."Nightmares can come out of emotions and feelings as if it gives you a message.Maybe you have certain feelings for the Usagi(I choked at feelings)Even if it sounds like it might be stupid but maybe if you just have the guts and tell him how you feel then,even if he were to reject you,at least he knows."

I was not only shocked but I also all shades of red at kanda's words.I can't believe it but I actually smiled at Kanda."Arigatou Kanda for the help."He simply che'd and then said"Don't come to me to talk about these things so often or at all for that matter.I don't want anyone to get the wrong idea Moyashi."I sighed."You know you Really have to stop calling me by that Kanda""Che,like I care."

I frowned at this but still smiled knowing that he did care.Even if it seemed outta character and all but,now I know what to do."bye Kanda I'll be heading off to the library just in case Lenalee is looking for me."I waved goodbye as he che'd.I Started heading straight towards the library.