Alaska's POV
So now I have to wear these special gloves that keep me from digging my fingernails into my skin, but it doesn't stop me. I hate everything. And I've done some thinking.
So I can't kill myself because I've failed at that several times. In the last eight days. So I've come to the conclusion that I have to tell Sharon that I love her.
I waited for dinner
It felt like hours, and I didn't
Didn't go to lunch because of therapy.
But I waited until Dinner.
I hurried to the cafeteria and quickly ate. Then I walked over to Sharon who was sitting at her table with some of her friends.
"Sharon Needles, I love you. " I stayed before walking back to my table.
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I was on my bed reading when I heard a knock on the door.
When I opened it, it was someonr I actually wasn't expecting. Sharon needles.
She smiled when I opened the door.
"Alaska, I think you're a wonderful person and being honest, I've had a crush on you for quite some time. We should date. "
"Wait, really? You're not lying right? "
"Why would I lie? "
I shrugged
"People like to mess with my feelings."
"Well I would love to hear more about it, since we're gonna be together." She kept smiling
My face lit up
"See you tomorrow! " She kissed me before walking away.
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I'm happy, I like Sharon, a lot, I can finally be with her. I'm happy. Though I still have my nail problem, and I fear that they might make me cut my nails. Ugh. Just the thought of that makes me want to cry
I love my nails
I nEED IDeAs
