Sharon's POV
"Is she okay?" I looked up at the nurse.
She nodded, "just put her to sleep is all, or more of a state of calm."
" Oh,ok"
I feel like shit,like this is all my fault.I feel destructive.Like I ruin everything I care about.
I looked at her sleeping body. She looked cold and fragile,so I hurried to my room and got a blanket and then hurried back.I tucked her in,it was the least I could do after all I've caused her.
I left the nurse's office,closing the door behind me and walking off to lunch.Not in the mood to eat,I sat down at the usual table and waited for people to show up. Aquaria and Amanda were the first ones to sit down.Soon Willam, though she does not sit here often,also joined,with Courtney following behind. We talked for a bit as more people filled the table.It was all fine until Alaska was brought up.
"Any news on Alaska?" Courtney asked
" she's fine,just in a little nap in the nurse's office is all. " I answered
" you sure she's not just being overdramatic? She is a very extra person."
I thought for a bit,remembering what Alaska said in the nurse's office. I
"I'm sure."
We were silent for a few minutes until the question popped into my mind.
"Hey guys,is this all my fault?"
Immidietly the whole table looked at me.
"Why would you think that?" Courtney asked,very confused.
"Just think about it,she's in there because her nails are getting cut,and also we now share a room.She has to cut her nails because she'd dig them into the palms of her hands.Why'd she do that? It was a coping mechanism for her to deal with stress ,stress that I caused."
The table stayed silent.
"Sharon,how do you know all this?" Willam spoke up
I hung my head in silence and started to feel heat rising to my cheeks
"Sharon,is there something you need to tell us?" She said in a teasing tone.
I stayed quiet
"Sharon,so you have a crush on Alaska Thunderfuck 5000?"
"Yes" I mumbled
"What was that?couldn't head you,speak louder."
" Yes. "I said clearer
" And she likes you back? "
I nodded.
"And how do you know?"
" I'd rather not talk about it. "
"Okay,so,should I set up a date?"
" I wouldn't recommend it. "
"Alright,I'll see what I can do."
We went on to continue eating lunch. Having normal conversations.
