salad days - zach abels

she's really all i need

trigger warning: alcohol, drugs, "popping pills".
please DO NOT do this! i love and care about you all sm.
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salvia doesn't know where she is.
her mind is everywhere and she's standing in the kitchen, holding a cup of jungle juice.
she was getting more intoxicated by the minute and drinking the sweet, yet bitter drink.

on the other hand, zach was making his drink and had a blunt rolled in his pocket. he made his way back to salvia and surely enough, he knew her mind was somewhere else.

"you good?" he laughs, making eye contact with her dilated caramel eyes.

"more than good." salvia smiles, taking a big gulp of her drink.

"yeah, let's lay off the juice, okay? let's go smoke outside." zach wraps his arm around her waist and guides her to the yard.

many were fucked up, high, taking pills, and fûcking in any private place. everyone was either outside sprawled on the lawn or inside getting fûcked up as possible.

the two were laying on the back lawn, salvia's head on zach's chest talking about chicken nuggets and zach smoking the blunt.

"like how do they make them? they're just tiny." salvia slurred on her words, attempting to make a shape of a chicken with her hand.

"you don't learn how to make it, you eat it." zach jokes, slightly coughing and letting salvia take a hit of the blunt.

as the two finished smoking, they went back into the house and grabbed a beer.
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salvia was talking to a random guy and she wasn't really into what he was saying, so she left and looked around for zach.

when salvia found zach, he was taking shots and his arm was around a girl. she felt her stomach churn and stopped breathing for a second. instead of walking over, salvia walked away into the bathroom and found a couple who were about to fûck.

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when the two ran out, salvia locked the door and sat on the floor. she was drinking her beer like it was water and telling herself to not cry.

she thought it was ridiculous to cry over the fact that zach isn't her boyfriend and they're only friends, although she's falling for him and not showing it.

"fúcking fûck." salvia mutters, grabbing the random cup of jungle juice and mixing it with her beer.

she felt the sudden rush of the vodka and beer in her bloodstream, she decided to go through the cabinets to find anything interesting.

Katherine Marshall
Hydrocodone (Opioids)
Take morning and night.

salvia didn't care and took 3, she gulped down the rest of the liquids and left the bathroom. suddenly, her feelings were gone.

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zach wasn't really paying attention to his surroundings and taking shots, all of sudden his mind goes straight to salvia.

"have you guys seen salvia?" zach coughs, putting his glass down.

the small group all shook their heads and continued on the game, zach sighed and grabbed his jacket. he shuffled out the room and making his way out the crowd, it's sucks that he was short and can't see shît.

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(listen to "yoshi city" , it sets the tone)

salvia was everywhere, she was in the air floating. but her feet on the ground. her eyes were dilated and mind fogged.

she knew the pills had kicked in, felt the rush of euphoria in her veins and numbing feeling in her lips. she continued to drink and enjoy her time.

"there yo-you are, i been trying to find you." a familiar voice interrupts her state of mind, salvia sight was so blurry; she couldn't figure out who was talking to her.

"what do you mean? i've been here this whole time." salvia voice slurred and laughing loudly, she chugged down the rest of her drink and suddenly felt better.

"you need to slow down, okay? i don't want you to be doing anything crazy."

"pffft, like i didn't already." salvia giggles, with her eyes closed and enjoying the euphoria rushing through her veins. she almost fell back, but she quickly regained her balance.

"salvia, did you take anything? what did you drink?" zach eyes widen, his mind waking up; having both of his arms wrapped around her waist.

"two pretty white pills, they looked so delicious and swallowed them. i feel so wonderful and happy." salvia smiles, her voice raspy and trying to grab for her cup.

"jesus fûcking christ." zach mutters, he was so drunk; he couldn't think right. all he could think of is going back to his place, but he couldn't drive.

salvia leaned her head on his shoulder and hummed along to the song playing, tracing her fingers on her numb lips and pinching them.

"b-but i'm fine, seriously i am." salvia slurred, picking her head up and yawning.

"bullshît, your pupils are as big as the universe." zach muttered, taking a sip from her cup and slightly dragging her to the bedrooms upstairs.

the two entered an empty bedroom, zach laid salvia on the bed. her face was fulfilled with a goofy, relaxed smile. he had to admit she looks cute and remembering she's fûcked up.

"i feel so tired," she mumbles, feeling if she's falling down the rabbit hole and slowly closing her eyes.

"well you better not fal- salvia!" zach yells, shaking her limp body and seeing her eyes lazily open.

"let me take a nap, i had too much to drink," salvia whines and cuddling the bed sheet.

"fine, i'll wake you up in 10 minutes," zach murmurs, pulling her skirt down as it hiked up.

although ten minutes went by, zach constantly checked her pulse and breathing to make sure she was still alive.

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zach has finished throwing up the rest of the alcohol in his system and went back to salvia, who was still breathing and sleeping peacefully.

6:28AM

zach sighed and decided it was time to get breakfast, also to finally wake up his drugged best friend.

"best friend-" zach thought, he shook his head and not let it get to him.

"salvia," he whispered and wiggled the girls leg, hearing her whine and almost choking.

zach knew exactly what was about to happen and he grabbed the closest empty plastic bag, quickly pulling salvia's hair back and the bag under her.

salvia let out all the alcohol and started crying, as the headache she had hit her and feeling better.

"what the fûck happened?" she mumbled, wiping her mouth with her palm.

oh boy.

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lmao 1 year later and I finally updated, i have been dealing with mental issues and constantly getting high. so here's this and will be on the next chapter.