one last time || minsung

11

It was Thursday after school and Jisung felt like absolute shit.

The last time he and Minho talked was at the park on Sunday.

Nao and Minho have been meeting up after school, Jisung would see his best friend meet Minho at school and the two would walk away with each other and Nao would come over to tell Jisung everything that happened.

Jisung was following his friends, he didn't even know where they were going, maybe for bubble tea? He didn't know, he wasn't paying attention to what they were saying.

The three stopped walking and turned around to Jisung who was caught off guard by the abrupt stop.

"Okay Jisung what's wrong?" Seungmin finally said.

"What are you talking about? Nothing is wrong." Jisung replied faking a smile.

"Jisung we know you to well to know when your lying and when you're not and right now you're lying." Felix said.

"You've been sad since Monday, really, what's wrong." Hyunjin added.

"Did something happen between you and Minho?" Seungmin said and folded his arms.

Jisung's heart skipped a beat at the mention of his name and he could feel the tears coming, but he wasn't going to let them out.

"H-how did you know about Minho?" He asked.

"Please, we all knew, you guys were so obvious" Hyunjin said.

"I love you guys." Jisung cried.

"Wait what? Why all of a sudden? Why are you crying?" Felix worried.

"I love you guys so much but you know who I also love so much? Minho! I love him and I miss him!!" Jisung continued, wiping tears from his face.

The three of them stayed quiet, knowing it was best for Jisung to rant to them and let it all out.

"I love Lee Minho! I miss him! I miss him showering me with kisses, I miss the warmth I feel when we hug and I miss him when he cuddles me and says how much he loves me!"

His three friends hugged him.

"But my coward self is not brave enough to tell Nao." Jisung finally calmed down.

"Jisung you need to tell her eventually, what's better? Lying to her forever and she will find out on her own you've been lying, or telling her the truth and being honest with her?" Seungmin said moving away from the hug.

"You're right Seungmin, I should tell her soon." Jisung sighed.

"Tell her next time you see her." Hyunjin said and patted Jisung's back.

"Cheer up, let's go to the pc room." Felix smiled at him.

Jisung smiled back, "okay let's go."