Pulse [p.jm ]

Chapter Nineteen: Day 1

Jimin's Pov

Taehyung laid in bed all day crying in pain. Ms. Hyuna did everything she could to suppress it, but now it was up to Taehyung to bare with it. I stood with him the entire time and comforted him. I felt horrible seeing him in so much pain.

Seeing him in pain and suffering made my heart ache and I sometimes wish it was me instead of him.

Jackson and Mark came back earlier with Hoseok. 

Once Hoseok caught a glimpse of Taehyung, he didn't have to say another word. He knew he had a limited amount of time to find the antidote.

"Jimin.." Taehyung faintly whispered. I looked over to him as a small spark of hope glistened inside me. He hasn't talked all day so this was a good sign.

"What do you need?" I asked soothingly as I caressed his cheeks, letting him know I was here.

"Why didn't you save me.." he asked as his brown eyes stared darkly at me. I felt a cold chill run down my spine. I couldn't answer that question.

"Taehyung I-"

"I was calling out your name, I reached out for you but all you did was sit there and stare at me like I was some freak." He said, his tone sounded dark.

"Taehyung I'm sorry I-"

"I don't want to fucking hear it" he spat. I flinched to the nasty tone and the word he used with it. I tried to speak again but he cut in. "I called out for you, I screamed your name. I begged you to help me and you didn't even fucking lift a finger to save me!" his voice rose a bit, anger was radiating throughout his body.

"Taehyung, I'm sorry! I really am. I know I should have done something but I just couldn't move. Please don't be mad at me."

"Mad? Oh I'm not mad Jimin." He hissed. "I fucking hate you."

"Wh-what?" was all I could manage to say. I couldn't believe my ears.

"I fucking hate you Park Jimin! I begged you to save me and now look at me, LOOK AT ME!" he screamed. I jumped off the bed as shock rippled through my body. Taehyung was acting strange and this outburst was scaring me.

"Taehyung I-"

"YOU DID THIS TO ME! IT'S YOUR FAULT JIMIN! YOU COULDN'T LET IT GO! YOU JUST HAD TO GET YOUR REVENGE!" His voice raised six octaves and He was crying harder than ever, his anger only had gotten worse.

I reached my hand out to touch him but he slapped it away. Hatred and suffering were all I could read from him at this moment.

Its all my fault

"Taehyung please-"

"NO! I fucking hate you! It's your fault I'm going to die! I don't want to die!" his voice was strained.

"Taehyung-"

"Get out!" he hissed.

"What?" I asked. I didn't think I heard him correctly.

"I said get out Jimin." He yelled.

"Taehyung I have to stay with you and-"

"GET THE FUCK OUT! YOU DID THIS TO ME!! LOOK AT ME! I'M GOING TO DIE" he screamed.

My heart was tearing apart. I felt tears swell up in my eyes.

"What on earth is going on in here?' Mr. Hyuna asked as she entered our room.

"Please...just leave me alone...I can't do this anymore...just go.." Taehyung said as his voice was now a whimper.

Ms. Hyuna went to his bed side and pressed her cold hand against his cheek. "He's catching a fever." She whispered.

I couldn't handle this anymore as I ran into our bathroom and locked the door.  I slid down the door frame and pulled my legs up to my chest and silently cried.

Everything was my fault. Karma was a bitch to me and now Taehyung had to pay for my mistakes.

I felt like there was no escape from this hell.