Pulse [p.jm ]

Chapter Twenty: Day 2

Jimin's Pov

The next day was much worse for Taehyung. 

His fever had gotten worse as well as his anger directed towards me. Every time I walked into the room, he would lash out at me and call me all sorts of names and tell me it was my fault.

Every time he lashed out, I would go into the bathroom, curl up into a ball and silently cry to myself.

I still couldn't believe this nightmare was happening.

"Jimin! You fucker! You did this to me! I fucking hate you!" Taehyung screamed over and over.

Ms. Hyuna had to come in to calm him down. He always felt relaxed around her.

"Taehyung sweet heart, you need to relax, the fever won't go down if you keep yelling. Here, try to eat something." I heard her say.

Taehyung stood quiet for a moment before he began to whimper and shift around in his bed. "No..I don't want it. I can't do this anymore...I can't do this anymore..." he whimpered.

Ms. Hyuna sighed deeply, and from what It sounded, she got up and left.

I heard her talking to Jackson outside the room. I caught a few words like delusion and depression.

 Was Taehyung becoming delirious? 

Are the effects of the venom making him act this way?

"Jimin! I fucking hate you..." he yelled out again.

"I'm sorry Taehyung." I whispered to myself over and over. But no matter how many times I say it to myself, I knew Taehyung wasn't going to forgive.

I don't deserve his forgiveness.

I can't even forgive myself for bringing this upon him...