My Mistake ➵lucaya➵

Telling him

Two weeks later...
Maya's POV

Although me and Lucas still hadn't talked at all since he kissed that bitch-- actually, I've barley talked to anyone at all since the incident. Riley obviously got suspicious about this. I've barley talked to her at all lately. Or anyone, even Farkle. I can't forget, he's been amazingly supportive this past two weeks. And here I am, pushing him away, like everybody in my life.

But back to the topic. I've decided today is the day I'd be telling Lucas the truth. I'm still mad at him, and I'm not expecting myself to forgive him at all. No, I'm not mad because he kissed her after we hooked up... actually that's part of it. But he betrayed us, all of us. Lucas has actually been trying to apologize lately. I've just ignored him, and he deserves it.

Yet, here I am, walking up his driveway at this very moment. I felt more nauseous every step I took. It's freezing out here, and the steam from my breath could prove that. I sighed in relief seeing an open garage and no cars, meaning his parents where not home. Lucas didn't necessarily live in an apartment, like most New Yorkers. He lived in a neighborhood with small houses with big back yards. Which was 100x better than what I ever had.

I peeked through the window on the side. The lights where on, so someone was home. I knocked on the door three times.

I heard a muffled yell, "Coming!"

Before you know it the door opened and my eyes met with his.

"Oh, Maya? What are you doing out here so late? Did you walk here?" He asked.

"Yea..." I mumbled breaking our eye contact, looking inside.

"Come inside. You must be freezing." He said moving out of the way so I can come in.

I walked in, "thanks." I said.

"Yea um-- why are you here?" He asked.

I unzipped my jacket and put it on a nearby coat hanger.

"We need to talk." I said and sniffled, looking up to him.

He lead me the living room and we sat on the couch together.

We sat in awkward silence for what seemed like forever until Lucas finally said, "Maya, I'm really sorry."

"Look," I started, "I know your not my boyfriend or anything... but why did you kiss her, right after we-- you know?"

"And... how could you?! You know Missy is a slut! You betrayed all of us!" I felt the anger bubbling up inside of me every word I said.

"I didn't kiss her, that's why." He said.

I can't believe this! Now he's just going to lie straight to my face! And that was all it took before I couldn't handle it anymore.

I stood up and faced him, "You didn't kiss her?! Oh so you just happened to trip and your lips accidentally touched hers?" I screamed sarcastically.

He stood up, "Seriously, she kissed me!" He screamed getting close.

"Lucas, don't lie to me," I felt a tear roll down my face, "I know what I saw. You kissed her back." I said in a really low whisper.

"Not on purpose." He said.

"How do you accidentally kiss someone back!? You fucking kissed her, don't fucking lie to me!" I screamed backing away towards the door.

"Your not listening!" He yelled walking to me, which I was still backing up towards the door slowly.

"Yea I am! You know what?! I can raise my own fucking baby!" I screamed out the last part really loud and instantly regretted my words.

Shit. I didn't want to tell him this way. I didn't even realize tears where rapidly running down my face.

"Wait what?" Lucas asked in a calmer voice.

"I'm pregnant, Lucas." I sobbed.

He walked towards me and before you know it his lips smashed against mine. At first I didn't kiss back, but I did soon enough.

I put my hands around his neck and I kissed him aggressively, sobbing in between kisses. I needed this. I forgot about everything that was happening in the world when I was with him. It was just me and him.

Suddenly he pulled away. I sniffled and he looked at me expressionless. I couldn't help it anymore. I started to sob and he pulled me in for a hug and I buried my head into his chest. Suddenly, I thought back to the time we found out we got knocked up together and he was comforting me. Now, he we are again, doing the same thing, but now because I'm pregnant.

"Lucas, what are we going to do?" I sobbed still hugging him.

"I don't know, but we're going to get through this together." He whispered.