ɓεαµƭเƒµℓ ραเɳ // Jikook

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"I dont want your love. I'll never love someone like you."

My lungs burned.

"You're nothing like him."

They twist and turned. And then firing up.

"You can't be someone like him"

I can feel them, growing and piling up, until it clogged my air ways.

"So ugly. So fat. So worthless. So imperfect."

Tears ready to release. Ready to burst.

"I can't love someone who's like you"

I can't no longer kookie. I can't I can't. Please stop. Please.

"K-kookie. B-but we-we're fr-iends"

Please. Please stop hurting me. Please.

"Friends? Jimin, we were never friends. You just cling onto me. And it was annoying. So irritating and frustrating. I'm so glad I got rid of you when I started to date Taehyung"

We. We were never...?

"I never considered you as a friend. You were more like, a burden."

Kookie no, please please stop. This. This has to be a lie! We spent so much with each other! Please, please its all a lie!

"B-but what-what about t-the times we-we spent to-together?"

"oh those. Well, like I said you clung into me, and I didn't know how to remove you."

Kookie..

I'm sorry..

I can't hold it much longer.

"I despised of you."

I collapsed to the ground. As pedals, no flowers of different shades of blue spilled out. Tears bursting out, as my endless waterfall of flowers covered the ground.
I coughed up so many, so many that I can't count. I saw you backing away with disgust.

"Hyung. Get the surgery. I don't need your love, I dont want it."