BROKEN

Emotionally: I'm done.

"I don't get it... Why can't you just act normal for once..."

"You don't know how much of a disgrace you are to this family...."

"Your the biggest mistake of my life..."

"I'm going to put you up for adoption..."

And they did...

I'm not those type of girls that got what they wanted as a little girl... I got nothing.

I'm not one of those girls who doesn't get everything they want but at least they get something... I got nothing.

I'm not that girl who doesn't get anything she wants, she just gets something handed to her... I got nothing.

I'm that one girl who was poor... So poor that I would starve and be forced to steal by my parents... So poor that I would get beaten if I tried get food without my parents permission... So poor that I would be forced to eat out of the trash because we couldn't afford food... And so poor that we lived on the streets most of my childhood...

At school I was that girl who was lonely because she wore the same clothes and shoes everyday. I had no friends who would help me when I got bullied, and the teachers weren't of any help.

My house was small. It had two bedrooms and a bathroom like any normal home. We only got the house because the previous owners felt pity for us.

My parents told me I was going up for "adoption" When I was 8.

It wasn't so I would be adopted. It was so they could get money off of me.

They told me:

"This is gonna be better for you... Especially us because we can't take care of a child at the moment..."

"This family is gonna take grand care of you..."

"They're giving us money in exchange for you..."

"Your life will be better without us in it, bye Y/N, forever..."

After that the family who adopted me took me and drove to their home... My new home.

I was happy and sad at the same time... I was happy that I will be able to have a normal childhood,  but I was sad because I won't be able to see my birth-parents again I tried to cry but I can't.

Even though they treated me like shit, I still loved them deep down in my heart I felt, emotionally done.

Once we got to the house I was shocked at how big it was.

I didn't even know that much about the family, all I really knew was that my new parents names were Benny and Daniel Jones.

In my opinion they looked to young to be parents of 3.

Their children's names are Shawn, Kevin, and Shane.

Josh is 13, Kevin is 10, and Shane is 8 like me.

I was greeted by the kids when I got out of the car.