"I feel like I've been drinking his poison.
He's toxic. He's my own type of drug. My own type of endless maze that I keep finding my worthless self getting trapped in."
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~BROKEN~
Started: August 2nd, 2018
Ended: ----
Benny ran to the door and let in the guest. I saw two familiar faces:
Josh
&
John
I made eye contact with Josh and he... He winked.. At me...??
I immediately looked away from his gaze and at my feet.
"Welcome Mr. and Mrs'.Lightwood come in"
Benny moved and the guest walked in. Benny led them to the dinning room and they sat down.
Josh and John were booth beside me.
Uh oh... This isn't going to be good, I thought.
Debbie and a few other maids served the dinner and everyone ate. Everyone was eating and talking and laughing. Benny and Mr.Lightwood would talk about business from time to time.
I wasn't paying attention to that because I always felt like Josh and John were looking at me.
"Benny I think I'm gonna excuse myself"
"Okay"
I got out of my chair and went to the backyard and looked at the sky.
"The sunsets so beautiful"
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I was watching the sun slowly set when I felt like someone was behind me. My heart was racing.
I slowly turned around and saw Shawn.
"Oh thank God" I said relieved holding my chest.
"Huh?"
"Nothing... Never mind"
"Okay but why are you out here by yourself Y/N?"
"Oh I just thought I needed some fresh air"
"Are you sure it has nothing to do with Josh and John looking at you?" Shawn said as he sat next to me.
"You saw that too??--"
"--Yup--"
"--Then why didn't you say anything??"
"Because I didn't think much of it..."
I nodded and turned back at the sunset. Shawn then pulled me into a hug, as I rested my head on his shoulder he caressed my back.
"What would you do if I told you I liked a boy?" I asked looking at Shawn.
"I would make sure they're going to treat my lil sis like the princess she is, and I'd make sure he wouldn't do anything to hurt you in any shape or form because you've been though a lot and you don't need to be hurt anymore by anybody else..."
I looked at Shawn and forced myself to hold back the tears that were promising to fall. Shawn noticed and pulled me into a tight hug and that's what threw me off and all the tears just fell.
