We have each other

Her name is Sakura!

He visited us last week! But I...I wasn't there.
Suigetsu and Juugo told me everything. He came with naruto, and his child and her friend.
He brought his kid!
They went to see Orochimaru- sama.
What really surprised me that sasuke's kid..... Sa-sara-sarada, wasn't sure who's her mother!That pink haired girl is the worst mother ever.
She thought I'm her mother! I wish I am. I wish I was with sasuke and we made our family.
The family that we always dreamt to make, 2 boys and 2 girls. He always said that he wants 2 boys and 2 girls.
Well it looks like there won't be more than one girl.

I'm wondering if he eats good, sleep warmly, or has a good clothes. I just can't stop thinking about him.
But I'm so happy right now. Suigetsu said that sasuke asked about me 'coz he didn't see me. I thought he forgot me... But he didn't.
And of course suigetsu told me E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G
sasuke did when he came.
He aslo told me that sarada had the photo that I gave to her mother. I'm wondering if she knows my name.
Suigetsu knows everything about my relationship with sasuke, also juugo. But suigetsu knows more details, coz he always chased us to screw up our moments, and he was so fuc*ing lucky coz he always came when we were kissing and when we........ Ehhhhhhhh it was only one time. We were doing it and he entered, Jesus I was shy as hell -but I used sasuke's body as a cover - anyway..... None knows about that but him.
Yesterday, suigetsu came to my room,and of course I was thinking about sasuke, so he came it and told me "thinking about your love?" the first think I did was throwing the book that was besides me at his face "Dumbass,how many times should I tell you DO NOT ENTER MY ROOM WITHOUT KNOCKING!!!" I yelled.
He said ignoring completely what I said " you know... People move on when they love someone they can't be with "
I didn't answer, he was right.... But I can't move on.. Every time I try he came back and destroy all my thoughts, and then I love him more!

I sat down on the chair, ignoring what he said...
He woke me up from my thoughts when he said"I never ever thought that Karin Uzumaki would really be jealous of someone"
"what do you mean?" I replied "don't deny that Karin, you're jealous of Sakura!"
"sakura who you dumbass!!"
"oh c'mon, that pink haird girl. Sasuke's wife"
"no! She's not!" I yelled "they are not married why don't you understand this!"
"they went to take a family photo" he continued.
When he said that, I was broken... So much.
They went to take a family photo! Didn't he said she's a one night stand?
My head hurts... I just keep thinking about the same person, the same thing, the same problem, the same shit.
Maybe I should sleep, just sleep.
But as I'm thinking again... Her name is sakura!