Papers and Pens

Change of Love

Change of Love

He was never been this desperate
An attitude I thought he couldn't tolerate

I saw how his summer-like eyes turned into winter cold
His heart was once warm-hearted and the change was unpredictably bold

Checking your phone, the screen's so bright
My mind sees blues,  reds,  whites

I thought I was a princess of your untold tale
Regardless of you setting alone in midst sea to sail

You grinned widely then you whisper:
"You are nothing but my pauper,"

Thus the streaks of our blossoms turned into crude gloom
Like petals of a flower that didn't bloom

Does it matter to clean the wounds he keeps rubbing salt in?
How can you possibly be so innocent while the sun is setting fire on the horizon of sin?

The road I'd took was withering
Where he left me alone and coldly standing

How can you leave somewhere you've never left?
How can you hear a sound when in fact youre deaf?

Now I see a lost shadow of a vile girl in the mirror
Love changed me for good yet now filled again with great terror

For I poisoned him with my shameless heart
But I was the one dying right from the start.