Our Dirty Secret 😶

who are you ?

Dakota 👑
Tonight was fun besides rashawn following me all night trying to talk to me, I didn't care about what he had to say ! There was nothing he could said he talked about my father he teased me about the one man in my life that I trusted. My father didn't die not too long ago actually just last month.
Stepping out the shower someone was knocking on my door all soft and shit it was probably Rio ass trying to get me to sneak someone in.
I through on a long shirt and answered the door we're rashawn was standing.
"Look I told you I don't care anymore I'll just give you the answers and we'll call it even okay ? "
He didn't say anything he just handed me a text book that was missing from when I stormed out the tutor session.
"Thanks." I said soft taking it from his hands.
He started walking down back down the hallway but I couldn't just let him fail like that maybe there was something under that hard shell of his.
"Hey ! "
He stopped and turned around at the end of the hallway.
"I can give you the answers to the quiz tomorrow since we didn't get a chance "
He didn't say anything he just gave a head nod and I let him in.
"Sorry for ignoring at the party I was upset" I said closing the door.
"We're both grown people we can be cordial and get you through this tutoring shit "
"Yea its whatever" he plopped down on my bed waiting for the test answers.
Copying the answers from my paper at my desk , I watched him look around my room starring at my perfect attendance plack
"can I be honest with you? " .
"What's up" he said flipping through the pages of my text book.
"So what's guy like you doing playing football ? "
"That nun if your buisness."
Isat down on the bed next to him sitting criss cross
" Can you just stop with the tough act for like two minutes ? " I laughed facing him "please ? "
He was hesitant at first then after giving a deep breath he started talking.
"At first it was just another way to get drugs out around the campus in high school but around the way I found love in it and made it my priority...and what about you and this whole virgen thing, your young, smart sexy you men to tell me nobody-"
"I don't know is just I'm only 21 and since I was sixteen I worked so hard and took on the longest shifts while focusing on the books trying to make it and I never had time for personal relationships or anything like that "
"Not even a date ?"
"No "
"i guess your not the princess they say you are."
"well ... Maybe your not as bad as everyone thinks."
My eyes got lost into his, for a second we were just sitting there starring at each other. I wanted to say something but I couldn't I didn't have anything to say. Looking into his eyes I didn't see the same but I seen in the bathroom all I could see was this boy trying to make it out. A few more seconds and his lips were on mines, closing my eyes my mind went into space I couldn't think of nothing at this moment.
With my lips still on his he layed me down on my back sucking on my neck. I closed my eyes laying my head back and wrapping my legs around his waist. He rubbed his hands all over my inner thighs sucking on my bottom lip. But I had to stop this , my mind was telling me to pull away but my body was saying other wise.
he slid shirt up exposing my black bra and panties. I watched him kiss all over my stomach, He was respectful in a way
My eyes were still closed as he made his way down towards my navel Peircing. His lips felt soft against my skin , but something in the back of my mind was telling me he was only doing this to get in my panties. Snapping me out of the moment his phone started ringing and we both sat up. When he answered ot I could hear another girl on the line yelling and cursing at him.
"So fuckin Aggervatin." He complained ending the call. He just to lean back in for a kiss but I moved and climbed out if bed and stood by the door.
"We gotta test in the morning... You should go " I said wiping under the bottom of my lip.
He stood up fixing his shirt doing the same.
I walked him the door and opened it to let him out.
"I guess I'll see you tommorow."
He smiled and kissed me on my lips again before leaving
I Plopped down onto my bed covering my face. Lord what the fuck did I just get myself into.