The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone is asleep. The one where you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one where you just want to scream. The one where you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. The one where you can't breathe anymore. The one when you realize that the person that meant the most to you, is gone.
And the worst thing is, you can't tell. You can't tell that the person beside you may be heart broken. You can't tell if they are hurting all over. You can't tell if they're struggling to smile. You can't tell if they just want to break down and cry. And the sad thing is, they wish you could tell.
