I am good for a while. I'll talk more, laugh more. Sleep and eat normally, but then something happens. Like a switch turns off somewhere. And all I am left with is the darkness of my mind. But each time it seems like I sink. Deeper and deeper, I'm scared. Terrified that one day I won't make it back up. I feel like I am gasping for air. Screaming for help, but everyone just looks at me. With confused faces. Wondering what I am struggling over. When they're all doing just fine. And it makes me feel crazy. What the hell is wrong with me?
