"I'm sorry Colby" Part 1

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Trigger warning

Mention of suicide in this chapter

{Your pov}

Tonight was the night. The night you were going to end your life.

You've had enough of this world.

You've had enough of trying to fit in.

Of trying to be perfect.

You just want to be at peace. Away from all of the drama. Away from all of the hate.

You were sitting in your bathroom tears running down your face, you were contemplating on weither you were going to end your life. You thought about all the bad things in your life and started to slice your wrists.

One cut

"This ones for you dad." You whispered quietly.

Your father was never there for you. Ever since your mum left he had completely given up. He stopped looking after you. He stopped caring about you. He stopped being the one you looked up too. He also started a lot of things. He started staying out late. He started drinking. He started abusing you.

Two cuts

"This ones for all the fake people in my life."

Three cuts

"This ones for leaving me mum."

Four cuts

"This ones for the haters."

Five cuts

"This ones for the people who wanted me dead." You whispered making one more cut.

You called Colby, to hear his voice one last time.

"Hey baby girl." Colby said happily into the phone.

God i'm going to miss this boy so much.

"Colby." You said just above a whisper.

"That's me." He joked.

"I'm calling to say goodbye." You said.

"What do you mean baby?." He questioned.

"I'm leaving this cruel world"

"No, baby, why."

"Don't do this please Y/N you mean so much to me." He said.

"i'm sorry Colby" You said and hung up.

Six cuts

"This ones for failing you Colby." You whispered.

After that everything went black.

{Colby's pov}

I got into my car and sped over to Y/N's apartment. She means the world to me, I couldn't live with myself knowing I couldn't save her life.

"Colby don't think like that, she's going to be fine... I hope"

I arrived at Y/N's apartment rushing to the bathroom door. I tried to open the door but it wouldn't budge. I looked around the floor trying to find something that would fit inside of the key hole. Ah ha a bobby pin would work. I shoved the pin into the key hole and moved it around. A couple seconds later the door opened and on the floor was my baby girl, completely lifeless. I rushed down to her side and called the hospital.

"Hello?." A lady on the other side of the phone answered.

"Hi my girlfriend cut herself and she's laying on her bathroom floor and I don't know what to do." I said quickly.

"Okay sir, stay clam, what's the address." The lady said.

"123 Vine Street." (Don't judge me, I couldn't think of a street)

"Okay I'm sending someone over right now." She said (That's what she said 😉......i'll go home)

"Thank you." I said and hung up.


Hey I forgot to upload Sunday so here's the update. Part two will be up next Sunday again I'm sorry for forgetting😂

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