Friendbroken

Junior Year

It't the start of junior year. 

Annie and Charles ruined my summer. I could't  stop thinking about what I did and what I didn't do and I felt so bad. I lost two people that meant a lot to me. 

I got the courage and texted Annie to see how she was doing and how her classes were. I hesitated to press send, but I did and quickly ran away. It was so risky to me. 

I waited and waited for a response. It wasn't until an hour later when she finally did and told her everything about her classes. She was talking to me as if we were friends again and I felt so much better. I said bye and that's all I was thinking about for the rest of the night. 

The next day I went to my math class in the morning before school to ask for help. I walked in and looked around my surrounding. I looked around the room and searched for my old math teacher. 

It wasn't until I noticed her. 

She was right there talking to him and I freaked and didn't know what to do. 

I said "Hi Mr. Larry!"

I waved to her. 

She saw me. 

She turned around to look at the walls. 

She said, "Mr. Larry are these pictures of your past students? I love them!"

She has him for a teacher for the past two years. Of course she knows the answer to her question. She ignored me and I wanted to dig a whole, throw my self in it, and drown myself in my own tears until it reacher the top. 

I got my help while avoiding any eye contact with her and left. 

I thought we were on good terms. 

She was being nice to me. 

I didn't say anything to begin with. 

I didn't know what I did wrong. 

I cried so much that night. 

God it hurt so damn much.