i sit there
trying to speak to you, but you only
shut
me
out.
no matter what I do, or what I say
you always seem to push me away
you hate me because I refuse to leave
but I don't want to see you weep
or
hurt.
so, I will sit here
and I will continue to find new ways to talk to you
whether it's writing these senseless stanzas
or singing stupid songs.
finding new ways to show you I care
little sister, i will always be there.
-this isn't fixed up, just a whole bunch of feelings -len.