It was the first day of Hell for me, meaning school was just beginning. I always hated school, and I always will. These past years of school have been nothing but torment and pain.
Bullying was an everyday occurrence by now, and it was something to get used to. All the names thrown my way and the shoves and glares were now something happened everyday. My boyfriend, Awsten, never knew about any of this.
I'm surprised he'd ever date any one like me; a nobody. I was wearing a hoodie, ripped jeans, and boots with my checkered backpack. Casual clothes anybody at my school would make fun of.
"Wow, the dyke is back," I heard someone say behind me, laughing quietly and whispering with their friends. I ignored it and walked to my locker, getting my stuff quickly before someone slammed it shut, almost catching my fingers.
"What's wrong, hun? You're boyfriend isn't here to protect you, and he never was. Boo hoo, just because you have a famous boyfriend doesn't mean you're better than the rest of us. You're worse, you're a nobody and somebody like him doesn't deserve you," she smirked at me while leaning against the lockers.
I turned away and walked down the hall, trying to get away from her before she could say anything more. She grabbed my shoulder and pushed my against someone's locker, catching everybody's attention.
"You're such an attention whore, and you're famous boyfriend wouldn't even be dating you if you wouldn't put it out so much, slut," she barked at me, smirking while everybody smirked and giggled.
"Run along, slut, and stay the hell out of my hallways," she said. MY eyes were tearing up out of humiliation as I ran to the bathroom. I'm so done with this.
I went to a stall and locked the door. I got out my phone and quickly found Awsten's contact through my blurry vision. Tears were running down my face as my hands shook.
I held the phone up to my ear as it went to voicemail. "Hola, it's Awsten and I'm probably busy with my band stuff, but leave a message because why not. Geoff quit!" The phone beeped as I sniffed, my voice cracking and it was clear I was crying.
"Awsten, I don't know what to do, everything is going wrong and I can't handle it. Please call me back," I said, crying and turning off my phone.
I stayed in the bathroom a little while longer before going to the mirror and cleaning myself up.
The rest of the day passed like a blur, nothing more than cruel words and looks and shoves and pushes and not one call back from Awsten.
I arrived at my apartment and went to my bathroom, shutting the door and crying. Everything was too much. I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket as I fished it out, hoping to see Awsten.
Thankfully, he was trying to FaceTime me. I answered while trying to wipe my face off before he noticed.
"Hey Aws,"I said, my voice instantly cracking and another tear running down my face before I quickly wiped it away.
"I'm so sorry I missed your call babe, are you alright?"He asked, worryingly. I almost nodded before I started full on crying again.
He said my name a few times and tried to call me down, as he didn't know why I was crying.
"Baby, what's wrong? Please talk to me, I can't help if I don't know what wrong,"he said.
I sniffed and looked at him.
"It's all too much, the people at my fucking school. And I don't know why I give such a shit about what they say to me and what they call me and what they do to me, but I do and I can't help but thing if it's all true, if you could do better,"I said, crying and wiping away tears.
He sighed before looking at me straight in the eye.
"Babe, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me and I could never do better than you, you're the best it can get, jellybean," he said calmly.
I smiled slightly with watery eyes as I started to calm down a bit. "Babe," he breathed, looking me and in the and sighing.
"How long has this been going on?" I signed and tried to avoid the question but he was persistent. I signed and look at him.
"For years, Awsten. I never wanted to tell you because you're already is busy and it's stressfull as fuck and I'm sorry,"I said, looking down.
He rubbed his jaw and sighed, pushing up his glasses.
"Baby, you know you can always talk to me. About anything, but anyone, anywhere, any time. I'm sorry I never payed that much attention to notice what you're going through. I'll always make time for my girl, anywhere for you," he said.
I smiled at him and stopped crying.
"I love you,"I said.
"I love you too, so goddamn much," he replied, giggling slightly and giving me one of his iconic goofy smiles.
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Is it bad I started tearing up at the end? Because it was so cute and I want an Awsten in my life. Have a lovely day, lads♡
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Fanfictioncute imagines for my boys fare warning, quite a few of these might be sad😔👊