It's almost as if i can feel the pain you're feeling coursing through my bones. I hear your voice in my ears speaking, "No, really. I'm fine." You are not fine, you are heartbroken, and you need to let yourself feel it. Allow yourself to think of her, allow yourself to remember her. I will always watch over you, i will always offer you the hand you search for in the middle of the night. I will be the moonlight that comes through your window at night. If you weren't meant to be my lover, or even my friend- you were meant to be someone I looked upon. You have the kindest heart, and a gentle hand. Do not forget who you are, and do not forget who you've been. Clench your sheets tonight and cry. Feel every crack in your heart. Overlook the damage before beginning the blueprints to healing. Take this, and make it an opportunity. Because here's the truth, once you leave your small town and head off to the big city- you'll forget about all of this. You will forget about her, you will forget about me, you won't revisit your teenage memories. You're going to welcome your new life with open arms, and with that you're going to spread your wings, and become the free bird and soul that you have always been.