We And The Shores

Nightmare

Cole

     3 years ago

"Why did you lie to her!? You are not taken COLE" , screamed Brandon at the top of his lungs. He was shocked when he found about Marina's proposal that I rejected. And now he was standing right in front of me in Mr Brown's repairing shop who's his father.

"I didn't lie", i shrugged.

"Think twice before you lie to me Cole Victor!"

"Oh C'mon, i didn't  want to break her heart". I jammed my hands in my front pockets and acted as if it doesn't bother me at all.

"Well, congratulations idiot.You failed.Now will you just tell me the actual reason behind this dramatic stunt of yours?" Brandon snapped angrily.

"Ok, fine I lied .It's just that I didn't want her to feel rejected, for her it's just a proposal and her butterflies she'll get over it  but for me it's far more than that if my father finds about it you know how it'll end. I don't want to fall into these boyfriend/girlfriend and love things Brandon even if I want to.I'm not allowed to have gf and who knows it better than you. Yeah if she wants to be banged secretly then I can help her out with that. Marina is  very naive and pure and she doesn't deserve an evil like me I lied to her so that she wouldn't keep any hopes in future. Apart from Dad's rejection she can never deal with my inner self, the screams of that night are just faded not disappeared, they still bother me . I don't want her to go through that with me. I only see her as a good friend. Let it go Brandon" i told him everything without a pause and my chest rose and fell with rapid breaths.

Few minutes of silence was there then Brandon spoke.

"If only I was allowed to kill one person, that would be your Dad!", Brandon sighed and took two bottles of beer from fridge.

I smiled . "I'll be the one helping you out with that bro"

"Here, catch it" , he threw the bottle towards me.

We were sitting on the bonnet of one of the car when someone entered the shop. We looked at back where the door was and what we saw took our breath away.

It was a girl with wavy blonde hair and perfectly toned legs. She was wearing white shorts with brown Tank top.

That's one hot lava piece.

Brandon went towards her while checking her out. I was still sitting at the same place and my eyes were roaming around her whole body.

"Yeah , and do you know what this lava piece is capable of" she replied in a husky voice.

"She can make you chop off your own balls if you don't fix her car's punctured tires within ten minutes", she winked at me while talking to Brandon. That made me walk towards them.

Brandon ran towards her car that was outside without even replying to her. This is not the Brandon I know. How can he just let go off her remark without even responding to her.

"Trust me this is the first time in last ten years someone has spoke to him in such manner , I'm amazed by your skills, ice cream",
I deliberately called her an ice cream so that she could reply to it. 

"Ice cream?"

Lol , I knew she would reply.

"Yeah , just like ice cream. So sweet and delicious. And when I taste it ,it'll melt in my mouth and convert into hot lava.

"You need to learn 'how to hit on a girl' because those were the worst lines I have ever heard". She replied to my not so good lines in a sarcastic tone.

" What can I do ice cream, I'm not good with words. I only love running my tongue in one place an the words I form there are..."

"My d!)k is small nobody sleeps with me and now I'm trying to hit on this girl in the worst possible way so that she could sleep with me but I'm not aware of the fact that she's the daughter of Liam McCarty and she's out my league". She completed my sentence and waited for my reaction.

"Liam McCarty? As in the owner if McCarty steels?" I asked.

She nodded.

In that moment I felt like something good is coming my way

"Here take my card. My address is written on it tell him I was kidding about ten minutes, my driver is outside waiting for me. I called him before dropping my car here. Well, I have to go now, tell your friend to drop my car on this address, it'd be nice if you come with him too. And yeah, give him this money.Don't bother about change, keep it.."

"Saoirse Liam McCarty" her name was written on it. How on earth do you pronounce this name.

"Seems like someone is having trouble with my name, c'mon give it a try " she was amused by my reaction.

"Say-o-ay-raise?".

"Nooo, try again"

"Sai-orise?"

"Nah,Try once more".

I tried thousand times but couldn't pronounce it. She was laughing at my pronunciation from last fifteen minutes. Her laughter was contagious and I loved the sound of it . I started to laugh with her too.

"Okay it's pronounced Ser-sha like inertia". She said and ran towards her car without saying anything else.

"Sersha? Like seriously? Saorise? Damn the difference between the spelling and pronunciation!

      
     Present

"Saorise, saorise, saorise" her name was on my lips. I wanted to stop myself from saying it but I couldn't. This name is something that I want to get rid off forever. My throat was dry. I was dumped in sweat and was trying really hard to open my eyes but couldn't the series of these nightmares have fucked me up so badly that I hate sleep now.
My head was feeling so heavy as if someone has put 100kg weights on it.
After few minutes, i felt two hands on my back moving slowly. Someone was trying to ease me up and it was working. I was feeling relaxed .

"It's okay, everything will be alright . I'm here. No one is touching you. You're alright."
It was a voice of woman. I couldn't recognize it but it was soothing.

"Water", i tried to speak.

She pour water in glass and was now helping me to drink it. My eyes were still closed. The drops of water moist my dry throat.

I think i know this woman. It can be none other than my Mom.

"Mom?" I asked.