Abusive Father | Bts ff

Chapter one

We all hated living here,
What if we hated living itself
What if we left?
Would anyone notice?
Would anyone feel sadness?
Miss us?
Cry during our funeral?
,If we even had one

Those thoughts were in a young child mind, he had no answer, he and his brothers never felt accepted in this society, hated by everyone and rejected, they felt like
Outcasts
Is this the feeling of being hated by who are around you,
By everyone?
Our father, he always said we're worthless, I guess he was right.
I have to remain strong, for my hyungs, for everyone, make them happy,
But why?
Why should I make them happy, they won't care about me, nobody except my hyungs did, not even our parents loved us, why won't they get rid of us?

Jungkook thoughts were interrupted by heir father yelling at one of his brothers, like always, a sudden slam on the ground, he didn't only hurt them mentally, but also physically, their father would yell, hurt them for the smallest mistakes, he would blame them for his own mistakes,
Their door room was unlocked to see Jimin rushing in crying as his nose was bleeding, punched in different parts of his body, Jin hugged him, trying to calm him down, but it was hopeless, Jin was just like a mother to them, always there to help the, always there to cheer them up, Yoongi was there to protect them, but he couldn't today, he was at detention, Namjoon is always there for them, to talk to him, to share their thoughts to him, he always listen and cheer us up, Hoseok always smiled, even when he didn't want to, just for us, Taehyung he always cared for us, sneaked to get us some food, Jimin he took care of our injuries, even if he had no idea how, and me... I guess I knew nothing.

I was weak, I always tried to help, but.... I never felt they needed me.
But they always told me, my words made them happy, but did they really
Was it just one of their million lie, just to make me
Happy?

I shook my head, my eyes were wet, I went to hug Jin and Jimin, they both didn't even know why, but they knew I will not tell them, so they hugged me back "Shhhh.. you're gonna be alright, I promise" Jin muttered, his warm breath always comforted me, I got my head off his shoulder "p-promise?" I mumbled, he smiled widely, his smile made me burst crying, why did he had to act strong "promise..." he mumbled

Ages:
Jin 15
Yoongi 14
Hoseok 13
Namjoon 12
Jimin 11
Jungkook and Taehyung (twins) 9