Anger Management (Tord X Male Reader)

"W-Who is he?"

Your POV

>> I was sitting on the bed in my room. The room was big, the walls are a shade of light gray with white star stickers, There was a bed with a white fluffy pillow the blankets were black, there is a gray round carpet under my bed as well is there an desk next to the window. I always enjoyed sketching and coloring, I also really liked my room the doctors gave me... but they gave it to me because of how fucked up I am... They don't truely care, They just have me here because of my stupid anger.

I was interupted from my self hate as one of the doctors came in my room. He was tall about 6'4 and has dark brown hair and almost black eyes. He placed his hand on my shoulder, not knowing how much I hate being touched. I shot back and Punched him straight in the face, he fell back holding his nose as blood made its way down his chin. I held my fist close to my chest not understanding what the fuck just happened, It was almost as if I couldn't controle my own body at points.

Other doctors came running in making sure the other male was okay, then another came over to me seeing horror in my eyes I held both hands up infront of my face expecting to be hit, as my father would beat me until I would pass out or could not move anymore. The doctor just looked me in the eyes, wrote down on his clipbored.. and. walked. away.

>>Time skip brought from a sucker punch<<

An doctor came into my room telling me that another doctor was gonna come in a few moments to talk to me about my anger issues, I nodded and sat down. waiting. in nothing besides dead. silince. It felt like forever but soonly the male who was gonna talk to me about my anger issues came in and sat down. I could not help but to blush, He. Was. Perfect. His dirty brown hair put in the form as if they were devil horns, his grey metallic eyes with a hint of red, he was so well built it was almost as if.. he was an angle.

"Hello, I am Dr. Larsson! Your  Y/N Right?" The male spoke his norwegian accent sent shivers down my spine my face turned RED, All I could do was nod my body could not find words. "Great! Well I'm here to talk to you about your anger issues, I MAY even help a bit!" Dr. Larsson winked then chuckled. I was holding my breath, not making eye sight. 

>>Time skip<<

By the time Dr. Larsson and I were done talking I felt almost as if I was about to pass out from being calm. I lost all controle and stode up.. I walked up to Dr. Larsson and hugged him. I felt him hesitate, I don't get why but when he did this, my heart dropped a bit. He wrapped his arms around me and then let go, I then let go because it would be weird to keep hugging if he did not want it. He got up and left the room after smiling and patting me on the head, that god damn smile was enough to make me drop to my knees. 

When he left i kept thinking about how he hesitated.. I don't know why but it hurt.. so bad.. I don't cry often but I wanted to cry so bad. "Heh- Why the fuck would he wanna hug you, you're a freak. NOT EVEN YOUR MOTHER LOVED YOU!" The self hate started filling my ears, getting louder and louder each word. I tear up gripping my shirt where my hear is. "It hurts.. I'm not wounded but it hurts so bad..." I mumbled as tears streemed down my cheeks. A doctor walked into my room seeing me in this state and lightly placed his hand on my shoulder, at this point I was in so much mental pain.. I could not smack his hand away nor punch him at all. This made the doctor feel weird as he was expecting to be blown to the ground. I walked to my bed and sat down. "I'm taking a nap, I would be of most greatful if you left quietly.." I mummbled, The doctor was shocked by this action of calmness and somewhat kindness out of me he then left.

"Heh- its funny how you tell then to leave but what you want most.. is for them to stay and tell you every thing will be fine.. and hug you letting you cry on there shoulder.. but no one would do that.." The voice was right.. Thats all I ever wanted.. 

I layed in bed quietly crying facing the wall until sleep numblessly killed me.

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I know its dark, but I put my feelings in the stories I write about, You think this is dark.. take a view of my every day real life. :)