The past

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*warning self-harm and abuse is involved*

        She walked down the corridor with her oversized hood up and her head down. Her long blonde hair flowing as she walked. People ignored her as she walked passed. She gripped her books and headed to the principles office.

  *knock knock*

    "Come in" said a husky voice from the other side of the door.

(Y/n)s pov
    My heart pounded out of my chest. If I didn't get accepted into the collage father would have my ass.

"Please sit." Said a big man in a plain shirt and tie. Tucked in as to hide his body fat. He adjusted his sleeve as the fan blew. Sweat suggested it was hot yet I insisted on my sweatshirt to hide bruises.

     I sat down in the leather chair noticeing his black hair was messed up. His green eyes falling to stare at you. He crossed his fingers and sat forward placing them on the desk.

     "Look I know you've been working very hard to ecceed past your brothers scores but I must tell you. Myself. You were not accepted into the academy due to their full department's. I'm sorry. They said if there ever is a vacant spot you will be the first person to be notified."

       I looked at my feet. Wow. I'm screwed. I was in shock and proceeded to nod my head.

"Thank you Mr.spencer. I will be on my way now."

      With that I stood up and Walked away. The bell rang and I grabbed my book for last period.

      I walked into class and sat by the window. Health. The teacher let me do what I wanted since I always did my work and already knew what she was teaching. I fiddled with my (h/l) (h/c) hair. I looked out the window my brother had gym and was doing planks. Next to him was a one of his friends. They were coming over tonight.

      My brother paid me $10 to stay away from them when he was over. I took the money. Wasn't gonna talk with them anyway but money is money.

         The bell rang and I gathered my bag and headed to the bus. I had to ride the bus cause my brothers always took someone home and never wanted me around. I walked to my bus and sat in my seat.

       After a few stops it was my house. I was pulled off the bus by my brother and dragged to the house.

"WHAT IS THIS SHIT! ABOUT YOU NOT BEING ACCEPTED INTO THE COLLAGE!"

My father was a fuming mess. He grabbed my hair.

      "All you want is BOYS and your PERFECT hair!"

           He took the scissors off the stand and cut my hair. I screamed.

"NO STOP!"

///FLASH BACK///

"Aww she has your (e/c) and (h/c) hair" father

"And your ears" mother

"Aww and look at her butitful smile"

///FLASH back over///

"NOW GET OUT OF MY SIGHT BEFORE I TAKE YOUR EYES TO!!!"

      He screamed. I got up and Walked to the bathroom and looked at the little chunk of hair.

      I stared at my head. There was only a little bit of hair left. I cut it evenly and sighed putting what's left in a ponytail.

       I put my hoody on. Tonight I was gonna leave. I went to my room and packed my bag of all the things I need.

      I walked into the living room. My brother looked at me and shook his head. His friend staring at me like he was confused. I didn't bother. I walked past the kitchen and out the door. Father grabbed me and slapped me.

"AND WHERE THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR GOING!"

He said. The smell of alcohol stained his breath.

"ANYWHERE BUT THIS SHIT HOLE!"

*SLAP!*

I felt my face burn from his hand hitting so hard. Blood dropped from my cheek. I kicked him and struggled as he put his hand over my mouth. My brother came out with his friend.

"FATHER STOP!"

He yelled trying to grab father about to punch me. His friend and him ran up and grabbed dad.

"RUN RUN!"

I ran into the woods and heard three gunshots.

*BOOM!*

I ran for my life.

*BOOM!*

I could hear my heart beating. My legs became numb but I couldn't stop running.

*BOOM!*

One last shot. Sucide. That was the only thing crossing my mind....till I hit a tree. Then everything went black.

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