(Y/n)s pov
We all had to pack up for a while cause we were going to be living in an old camp ground with cabins for a while.
Slender said ZALGO was hot on our trail. He put me in a cabin with masky,toby,and hoodie. Bunkbeds. I had to share with toby. I got the top at least
I got my hoodie and mask and snuggled into the blanket. The boys walked into the dark cabin. They were awfully quiet. So I slept with my gun and.....an airhorn. (Dont question me!😜😜)
Suddenly the light turned on and I sat up. Of course they HAD to turn in the lights. I grabbed my pillow and put it over my head.
"Spencer your not gonna join everyone for the fire?" Masky said a little surprised. I loved fires. They didn't know that. But they didn't mean to.
////FLASHBACK////
"Now (Y/n) fire is a source if light and protection" my oldest brother whispered into my ear. He held a lighter in my face as we stared at the fire. I missed those days.
////flashback over////
"I-itll be fun!" Toby said in a happy go lucky voice. I hit masky over the head with a pillow. Then I realized gravity and fell out if the bunk bed. Hoodie cought me.
I scrambled to get out if his grasp. I was tired....and stoned.... ok and drunk.
>before they came and she settled down <
I walked into the cabin pulling out my bag. I got the beer,weed,and knife. I ran the bathtub lighting candels. Playing music.
I rubbed some make up on my face. Tears streaming mascara. It was mom's make up. I wanted to be pretty like mom. But I never will be.
sitting naked. In a tub. With only candels to light what I was doing.
I sipped my beer and took a puff crying to my self. I did this sometimes when EVERYONE! was away. When I was on a kill I did this at their house. My victims. I started cutting my arm over and over again as tears streamed down my face.
>memories over<
I stumbled towards the door.
"Oh my god your drunk!" Masky said astonished. Hoodie grabbed my arm and pulled me to the bed.
"You guys go I'll take care of spencer." He said nonchalantly. The other two left and he pulled me into the bathroom.
He pulled off my mask to show My tear stained face. My (h/l) (h/c) falling (where ever your hair falls....if you have hair?)
He pushed the (h/c) lockes out of my face rubbing away my tears looking into my (e/c) eyes. He took off his mask so I could see his brown hair. I was no longer stoned. He made me instantly sober. And he knew it. Tears started streaming down my face.
"Shhh shhh it ok. It's ok. I'm here now. I'm here now." He said taking off his gloves using his thumbs to clear my tears.
"I-im just not g-good enough." I said tears streaming down more.
"Your more then good enough." He said in a calming tone. He wrapped his arms around me. I played my head on his chest. Wrapping my arms around him. He was taller then me. He calmed me down.
"Do y-ou really mean that?" I said looking up at him. He smiled in a way that made me melt.
"Yes. I do." He said and then kissed me. HE KISSED ME!
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