One Night Changes Your Life

Weekend Worries

What a great weekend to have! -Not!

My family gets on my nerves as it is, but then to have them worrying and fussing is not a great topping to have on the pizza. All 4 of my mums sisters and their families came to visit me. My dads brother and his family -Which I don't mind as much because I get along with them lot! Some of my dads cousins and their families come to visit. All of my grandparents, my great-nan on my dads side of the family, my great-uncle that is still alive (obviously) from my dads side, they all come to see me too.

It's like there was a party, which isn't what you want after you find out what I did. On the Saturday, everyone from my mums side came down. That being my nan and grandad; my 4 aunts, my 4 uncles, 13 of my cousins and Sonnie, who is the son of one of my cousins.

After everyone had done the cliche thing and asked me how I was, I went with Sonnie to my room and just put my TV onto a cartoon channel and played with him. He's 3 so he's easily entertained and not as annoying as everyone else when something like this happens.

I left my mum and dad to talk to everyone and tell them whatever they wanted to know. Do they really think that I want to be crowded right now?

So I put on one of Sonnies favourite films and sit back on my bed with him leaning on me as he watched the flashing images on the flat screen. I get my phone out and call Daniel again. He's enough support right now. He distracts me from the life everyone is reminding me of. He gives me the strength to look at a future everyone else wants to wash away.

He helps me with school work and guesses what I must have missed being off school. He challenges me and quizzes me to help me boost my confidence in my work. He just helps me.

Today, Sunday, my mums side of the family is gone and I know that my dads side is on their way over. These people I get along with. There's less of them, and it defiantly feels like it.

So it's me, my two sisters, Zara and Hallie. There's my parents, Sarah and Adam. My grandparents, my great-nan, Hazel. My dads brother Mark, his wife Debbie. Their four children: Jemma, Kirtsy, Anthony and Jason. There's Jem's husband Ian and their daughter Hailey. Ross, Kirtsy's husband and their daughter Stephannie (named after my great-uncle Steve, who died a few years ago). Then there's my grandads other brother (not Steve) Frank. Steve's wife, my aunt Mal was here. Her and Steve's son Paul, or 'PO' as we all call him. He came with his wife and daughter too.

23 of us opposed to 29? Okay, so there's about the same amount, but my dads side is made up of nice people that don't give me headaches every time I see them.

When they get here, they don't me how I am but just treat me a little different. In the way you would want. You don't people bothering you about what happened but just making sure everything is good and that you don't become depressed of everything. Again, being the person that I am, I take Hailey and Steph and look after them, seeing as Hailey is 3 and steph just a baby, about 5, maybe 6  moths old. I love little children so much and it's no secret that I want to grow up just so I can have a family.

So I have so much more fun today than yesterday. Happy, ready for tomorrow, going back to school. Just ready, that's all I really need and I have it.